Wrk was tremendously bad .
Slog like hell .
Juz felt tt in some way or some how i coudn't take it .
But each and everytime after hearing Siti or cecilia console .
I felt alot more better .
I do more than wat a normal AA does .
Actually is all rite ,
if the ppl were to treat me veri nice .
But look at the way they treat me .
Aiya sad to say la .
I was boy-cot .
Today seriously juz wasn't the day .
I juz couldn't reali take it .
I duno y should i be blame .
She had nv told me tt i should always check in orcale after handlin the ITF form to boon leong .
All she does is everythin is urgent .
I'm oso urgent .
WTF .
If everybody says tt ,
wat am i suppose to do ??
I was super angry .
I have to go over to store and search for tt ITF form .
I was super angry tt i din wan to talk to them .
I was sabo .
I damn it hate her .
STop giving me tt innocent look .
FUCK" it !!
I'm juz a new comer ,
she wasnt ther to reali guide me lo .
WTF .
I juz couldnt take it .
I went out to smoke wit siti .
I juz couldn't take it .
I told cecilia bout it .
She suggested tt i should resign .
Then see wat they say bout me .
Then cecilia gonna hire me back .
So i still wun be jobless .
Sounds gd !!
Leavin freakin ATI .
Joinin Adaptec .
But u all noe wat ,
it feels bad .
"How am i goin to face everyone when i'm back ??"
Wat if becuz of this ppl make cecilia life bad ??
Have anyone tot bout tt .
I rather i suffer myself .
I dun wan ppl ending up pointing fingers at cecilia .
Shes too nice .
Although shes not my boss ,
but shes veri nice to me .
Always ther for me .
But look at my boss .
Shes forever no where to be seen la .
Nobody bothers how i feel la .
But i dun reali need them to bother .
I was in such a bad mood tt i didn't even wan to talk to adrian .
I simply ignore him .
Can't be bother bout this kind of ppl .
All i could do is endure .
Till the day i cant take it .
See how then .
Feelin terribly bad .
Y
Leen .