Feeling kinda heart breaking .

Juz got my things pack .

Not slpin .

Recently got contacted wit Sheng Hua .

First we contact through friendster msg .

It reali sux i swear.

Cuz if u ask the other party a question ,

u onli get the answer the veri next day .

Suck up rite ??

So he ask for my msn add.

We added each other , chat quite alot.

Then out of sudden Sheng Hua told me he saw Aik Chee tt day at MOs .

Gosh ~~ I swear my heart was tearing .

I nv reali have any chance to see him .

All this yr , i try to forget him .

I try to forget every trace bout him .

But i juz couldn't .

The feelin i have for him is pretty different .

Mayb his so different from the rest .

I wonder y too .

I find myself so afraid of love .

I nv dare to go into any relationship .

I swear i'm so afraid .

I gave Ryan and chance .

But he broke it .

He serious make me worst .

Now i'm nv gonna fall in love .

I'm so afraid of love .

I wonder y .

It seems so scary .

I'm so afraid of men .

I feel yucks to kiss other guys .

I feel yucks to hug other guys .

I wonder anything or anyone could heal it .

I miss being in love .

But each and everytime i think of givin anyone a chance .

I'm so afraid .

So much worries .

So much tots .

I wonder how long it gonna take for me to over come this .

Haiz.. Feelin reali down .

Gonna slp , still gotta wrk up at 1pm.

Now is 5.45 am le .

Sick .

= Heartbroken =

Leen .
5:39 AM

Went to meet Poon at bedok inter .

Got my money change .

Seems like everything is ready .

Haha ..

Then went to Poon house .

Haha .. SLack slack again .

3rd day to Poon's house .

Haha . We cook fried golden mushroom .

But i bet its not normal fried golden mushroom .

Is SUPER SALTY mushroom .

Super salty , eat till tongue can numb .

Later gonna wake up at 1pm to meet Poon & Wy .

Goin Bugis to pray .

Then after tt pack my stuff .

Slp well .

Sunday wakes up .

Mayb meet someone .

Then at nite leaving .

Hehe .. reali happy .

Muz start planning wat to do when reach there .

Got lots of things to buy .

Hehe .. Gonna miss mahz babe and family .

But 5 or 6 days gonna past real fast.

hehe . pretty tired .

Should be slpin soon .

Leen .
3:14 AM

Finally got my hair colour black .

Hehe .. =p

Today went to meet Wy and poon ,

we went to Montip enterprise .

Then went to Poon house .

Got my hair colour black .

Quite happy .

I miss my black silky hair.

Lolx. But i've nv hate black hair be4 .

Though sch days onli can have black hair , but i still likes it .

Hehe .

A few more days i'm gonna leave sg .

Tml meetin Poon , change money .

Then mayb cycling at nite .

Then Saturday gonna go bugis pray .

Then Sunday , hehe .

Leaving .

Gonna be a real fun time .

I was rather worried juz now , i tot tt i lost my ezlink .

Lucky is actually at Wy's house .

Gosh ~~ i got $40 plus in it .

If i lost it , gonna be real heart pain .

Recently have been rushin to watch a new show ,

"it started wit a kiss "..

Damn nice to watch .

So i've been spendin every miserable nite infront of the com..

I still think i'm gutless ..

I'm still so afraid to ask mummy.

Gosh . Nvm , rite now i juz have to be happy.

Anyway feelin quite tried .

Should be slpin soon .

Leen .
1:17 AM

Had a long chat wit S.T ,

slp ard 7 am in the mornin didn't get to watch Steve Irwin news .

But lucky still manage to see it online .

So sad , i'm gonna miss my mr. croco hunter .

Sux . Hurtful things .

Went Golden mile wit Poon & Wy .

Reali F*** out .

WAited nearly 30 mins for tt freakin bus 12 ,

then a grp of F*** smelly ppl board the bus .

Gosh .. i swear they stink the whole bus .

Went to eat at "TUK TUK" ,

ordered pineapple rice , sambal kang kong , chicken wing & minced pork basil leaf rice wit egg.

Oh ya , Wy was like sayin so loud to the aunite , tt she wanted "minced pork BRAZIL LEAF rice wit egg " ..

God its damn funny . I was laughin out loud.

After eating , went ard .

Search for the best and cheapest bus ticket to KL .

Finally found it .

Gonna leave SG soon .

I bet i'm gonna miss home .

Though is not the first time leavin SG without mummy .

Juz miss her bahx .

But i'm gonna enjoy .

Yeah this time round i muz go quene for the KLCC tower ticket .

Gonna get the ticket , muz go up to the dunno how many storeys .

haha .

Went to Poon house after Golden mile ,

help her pack her things .

Gosh . Poon got like over 30 bras ??

Oh man .

Sux up big time .

I got headache better slp bah.

Tml meetin wy and poon .

Finally get to see poon in nurse uniform .

Leen .
2:02 AM

I suddenly felt like i'm a hypocrite person.

I went talk to tt person .

But infact i hate her like F*** .

WTH ..

I hint to her bout some hypocrite person .

Hopefully she noes tt i'm sort of referin to her .

Watever .

Gonna wake up at 7 am to watch Steve Irwin Funeral .

Mayb goin cycling after tt ..

Meeting Poon & W.y ..

Hehe .. Loving time again .

"It started wit a kiss....."

Leen .
3:20 AM

Slp reali late last nite , feelin so bad .

Felt like vomiting .

Then woke up early , went out wit Mummy .

Brought lots of things , spent quite alot today .

Got my pay no choice muz treat mummy eat .

If not wait she nag , at least now she see i got sincerity .

Well , i'm a gd gal after all . So love me more .

Chat wit Mr. Sim ytd .

I'm reali sorry i can't give u any ans .

I've enough trouble now .

I'm gutless , i've yet told my mum bout it .

Shit . Time is running out . Better pluck up my courage .

Gosh .. reali scare .

I am nv afraid of anything , i bet mummy is the onli thing i'm afraid off .

Erm .. not thing , the onli one .

Hopefully god standing by me .

Yeah this week has been planned .

Everything seems to go accordin to wat i've plan .

Monday coming , reali excited .

5 hrs from SG , and i reach le .

Haha . Seeing the same old places ,

bargainin wit taxi drivers .

Eatin and shoppin ,

slpin in the same old hotel .

Gosh . Is heaven .

I'm gonna forget SG for tt few days .

So sorry . HAha ..

Leen .
10:19 PM

Due to some reasons , i've got my passwrd change .

Pls dun ask y . If u ask y , u're dumb .

Cuz i'm definetly gonna yell at u .

I'm no longer vivas .

I'm Leen !!

Loner Leen .

Erm ... no i shouldn't say loner .

I still got Poon .

I still got Wy .

I came to realise , even ur so call "besties" ,

mayb even F*** u at ur back .

U may nv noe , and no worries .

Is nv too late to noe , is onli late when u still carry on being nice to them .

Once u noe , be smart , act smart .

Leave them , frens ar every wher .

But to find true frens is nv easy .

So once u found it , hold it tight .

Juz like how i hold Poon .

I nv wanna lose Poon .

She's the best of fren i've ever noe .

Be it rain or shine , u definitely see Poon rite by me .

As long as i need her , a call and there she comes .

I'm starting to hate her more and more .

I shall not attend any gathering , any dinner .

My b'day is round the corner .

I noe , they might come my house at nite ..

We've a habit of knockin ppl door at 12 am .

But for godness sake , i rather not have any celebrations .

I dun wan any fake blessing tt cuz me suay through out the yr .

Even is onli me , Poon and Wy celebrating , is enough !!

I juz need ppl hu is true and willing to wish me from the bottom of their heart .

Those fake wishes , no thks . Save it for urself .

F*** off la.

Sickening idiots .

I'm leavin SG for gd , thks .

Lucky me and Poon off to KL real soon .

My holidays trip coming .

All my hard wrk pay off .

This week gonna start preparing le .

Leen .
6:02 PM

Hehe .. Lastly min rush to town wit Poon .

First we went to scotts and had lunch .

Then went Far east .

Poon and me reali had no patient at all .

We merely walk 'bout 30 mins at far east then we got so irritated .

So we went Tangs .

Look ard , see some wallets on sale .

Didn't reali buy anything ..

Then went Pargon , saw the Crocs Prima Ballet .

Didn't reali look as gd .

So didn't buy .

Then suddenly remember tt Wy was at town too .

Called her and met her up .

Went Cine to look for Aunite Kelly , but she wasn't there .

So went John little specialist centre .

Then Wy suddenly say she wanna go far east to get belts .

WTH .

We were like so pek ,

juz came from there , now have to go again .

So we took a bus to far east .

She went to get her belt .

Then we went ard lookin for shoes.

Tried , but in the end no mood .

Wanted to take neoprints .

Wth , far east neoprints shop close down .

So we took another bus to Heeren .

Too bad cant scan it .

But pretty well taken .

Then took 36 to Pp .

Along the way saw Singapore rd suddenly planted wit lots of flowers .

Haha . All becuz of IMF .

Then drop at Pp , took a cab home .

They came over to have dinner at my house .

Took lots of crazy pics .




Hehe .. Eating Mango stick .

Poon got the longest tongue . Eee..

Top , Poon's leg . Bottom , Wy's sexy leg .


Haha . Look Poon got cleverage . " eh i'm not sure if its spell like this "


Took more pics .....


Crazy Poon lyin at my sofa . And Wy scalp . No worries .
No dandruff !!

Leen .
11:32 PM

Pics took ytd at underpass .

Went Simpang ..

All the ATM machine couldn't withdraw moeny .

Shit .

So idiot "A" saw us there .

WTH .

Suay .

Haix... Forget it .

Gotta go bathe then slp .

Leen .
3:11 AM

Again cycling today .

Nthin much to do .

My com crash .

So shall not upload any pics .

Tml or another time bahx .

I saw Poon's friendster saw Shin wrote her a testi .

If Mr. Yip got friendster me & Wy sure flood his testi .

Lolx. His definitely the eye candy to us .

Chat alot wit .. "A"

my hatred for someone gettin on fire .

Shall bitch her back one day .

It not fair to be yell by someone who is younger than me .

F*** her !!

I'm muz show to her i'm living much more better than her .

She's such a F***er ..

Watch out !!

Though yrs has gone , but i muz tell her i nv forget how she treat me .

How she sway her F***ing long hair , roll her bloody eyes.

Shout at me wit her F***ing rough voice.

Watch out !!!

U got 2 wheels , nvm i get 4 wheels wit lots of $$$$$ !!

I dun think u ar tt pretty .

I'm better !!

I muz say loudly ... I'M BETTER LOOKIN THAN U !! BITCH !!

I've nv been so ego be4 .

Today all BOOM out le .

All those tt use to bitch me be4 now ,

is mine turn to F***ing bitch back .

Slowly one by one .

After chattin wit "A" more more more BOOM !!

I slowly remember back all the past hatred .

All those nasty idiots .

I try to be nice to ppl ,

but seems like each and everytime i get hurt .

Sahra watch out too ..

I'll be back . So is Rao !!

Nv ever step over me !!

I dun forgive .

Noe me well , love me .

Dunnoe me well , pls juz F*** off ..

I treat ppl nice and sincerly , but all those ppl too much le .

Enough le !!

Me , eileen sin .

Has endure enough of shit !!

Enough means enough .

So from today onwards dun ever dare bitch me !!

Sometimes i reali have to say ,

i wonder is frens , foes ??

Things seems so fake .

Stop faking !!

I got feelings , i can feel who is gd and who is bad .

Stop being a spoiler .

U're such a wet blanket .

Sometimes i hate the sight of u .

I cant be bother le .

It simply sux .

Leen .
5:31 AM

I edited this post again .

Tuesday didn't manage to get up to company mummy .

So i went to Pp wit S.t , PooN , F.s , W.y .

We went to Sakae and had our dinner .

We were suppose to have it wit F.s ,

but we were too hungry .

So we start eating without her .




Again , i drew a mole . Still at the same postion .


I took some shots wit S.t & Poon .


Doing crazy things again .


Poon smsing .. Wonder who she sms ??


W.y touchin up , she wans to look best infront of Mr. Yip .


S.t , Poon , W.y .


Poon & W.y .



Took some pic in Mac's toilet.



Sitting at Mac cafe .

Nv would tot tt Shin & gang reali turn up .

I was staring ard ,

Suddenly saw G.j face .

So shocking .

Sat there and chat ,

left bout 9 plus .

Tt nite Poon and W.y came over my place .

We watch some vcd .

Then Poon slpt first .

Wy left bout 6 plus in the morning .

We woke up bout 4 plus in the afternoon .

Watch tv , ate .

Still feelin bored .

We cycled to inter .

Went NTUC brought some food .

Then went home had dinner .

Then Poon left bout 11 pm .

Was suppose to go over to Poon house wit W.y .

But too tired and lazy so end up not goin .

This morning , wake up slack ard .

Reformat my com .

My com got hack .

Things crash .

Wth .

Gettin closer wit F.s , Poon & W.y is great .

S.t hopes to hear from u more .

Gettin to see ya tt day was reali great .

Haha .

Wy , this pic is for u .



Hmm .. feels like goin to cycle .

See if Poon wanna go wit me .

Ask w.y too .

Hopfully wy can come along .

More updates tml .

Nthin much for today .

Leen .
10:18 PM

Poon's a little crazy . She got nthin better to do , till she plays wit the bus plate .
She's afraid tt ppl doesn't noe tt bus 28 exsist .



Tryin on my hair band . Everyone starts gettin a little crazy .



After puttin on Wy's make up .



Poon's gettin impatient . She can't wait to be shot .
She's a little crazy at times .



We took some photos be4 adding moles .



I'm loving it " So does Poon .


I'm so bored till i tot of addin a mole on my faces . But i think it still looks great .
Agree ??

Now i've got 2 moles .

Poon seems rather upset 'bout her moles . Oh man !!

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Went to TM wit Poon ,

visited kelly ,

watch The devils wears Prada .

A nice show .

First me and Poon was give the last row center sit .

We sat there munchin on the food ,

but when the show was bout to start ,

me and Poon felt kinda uncomfortable .

So we stood up and went to sit at the center ,

where theres nobody .

Is much cooler and spacious there unlike the last row ,

so stuffy , everyone fighting for oxgen .

Finishing watch the show ,

tot tt we would miss the last bus home .

Lucky theres still bus 28 ,

after we hop on the bus ,

we decided to go Wy's house .

We took 28 to her house .

Watch some shows .

Chat , then started playin wit her make-ups .

We drew moles on our faces .

We took lots of pics .

Wy suggested to blade so i cycle ,

then they walk over to Siglap park connector .

I practise a bit of blading ,

slighty better .

The onli thing is i cant stop .

We hang ard for 'bout an hr then went back to Wy house .

We rest and watch some Hk shows .

Wy and me started feelin bored ,

so we went to look at some of her photos tt she took in the past .

It was so funny , alot of her pic was nude.

Her mums like taking her nude when she young .

We were laughin at all the pictures .

Some thing strange , Poon was suppose to be tired .

But i realise she didnt fall aslp ,

she was concentratin on her show .

She reali likes tt show ,

bet she gonna buy tt show soon .

1 more collection to her vcd .

Left Wy house bout 6 am .

Walk Poon to her house there then took a cab home .

The cab price was like $3.20 .

I gave the uncle $10 .

Then he purposely gave me back $6.50 ,

then slowly dig $0.20 .

I think he purposely do tt so tt ppl will tell him keep the change.

Ya , anyway i said tt .

I walk out from the cab , i drop $0.50 .

I was like so fed-up and tired .

Then , forget it .

End up i still have to pay $4 for the cab . WTH .

I rush home unpacked everything from my bag ,

hang my bag up .

Grab my clothes and off i rush to bathe .

I caculate today i bathe reali reali fast .

Onli 7 mins .

No worries veri clean , even though fast .

Wonder later mummy wans to go out anot .

If mummy wans to go out i needa get up early .

Then too bad .

Today veri little slp .

Shall rush to slp now .

Super exhausted .

Leen .
6:59 AM

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