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Friday, January 26, 2007

Blahx ..

Juz feelin a little bit fuck-up .

Yikes .

Leen .
4:23 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

God pls bless me wit a job soon .

I mean like tml ??

I've no idea wat to do .

Tml shall go for job interviews .

Hopefully i can get a job asap .

I dun wish to wander ard anymore .

I need lots of $$$ .

I juz came to realise , my relationship may come to an end .

Mummy ask me ,

do i reali think tt bull is the one for me ??

ar we able to make it to be together??

Is he or his family able to accept tt i'm may not convert to a muslim ??

Is he willing to be chinese like me ??

Is he able to support me ??

Can he give me the life i wan ??

Even if we can ...

but in future , how 'bout our children ??

will the children be a muslim or chinese ??

If eg. i did not convert to a muslim or he did not turn to a chinese ??

Will tt cause us a problem ??

Wth .

Love is not everythin ,

theres too much to consider in love .

So Fucking forget bout love .

KNN .

I didn't like to use the K** wrds .

But too freakin piss la .

Can't help it .

Haix..

Ytd was chattin wit poon on msn ,

lolx , we were chattin bout sex .

Now times have change .

Topic change too .

She's troubled too ,

so am i .

Juz have to stood by each other when ever we can .

Wat more can i do .

Sian .

Leen .
3:51 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

MotherFucker ,

Fuckin cheee byeeeeee.

Argh ..

I'm force to say it !!

Wth .

Leen .
1:55 PM


hmm .. i'm wishing for a cd now .

Will anybody buy me a cd .

I wan metor garden 1 ost .

Pls buy me la .

I fucking like all the song in the cd .

But i wasn't able to download most of the song in the cd .

ARgh .

Or burn me a cd wit all the song .

God still hasn't bless me wit $10,000 .

I guess onli when i wrk hard enough ,

mayb the hard enough means ,

work till i becom 45-50 kg range??

lolx .

My irritating cough and block nose sinus is back .

ARgh .

Leen .
9:16 AM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I wonder wat is home ??

How u guys phrase home ???

Wats in ur mind a home like ??

U cant imagine how piss off i'm wit my sis .

Enough means enough.

I guess i had enough .

Shes too much .

Izzit so difficult to get along wit elder sis .

I doubt i'm the onli wan having difficulty getting along wit elder sis .

She's proud , self centres , hot temper and bossy .

She's almost everythin u could think bout mean sis .

She cant accept facts .

She doesn't like bad comments .

She onli wans compliments .

Wth .

Then freaking not ask me for comments .

Motherfucker .

Looks like i'm so not welcome home .

I juz got home in the mornin and she's throwin faces at me .

I jolly well disappear from home .

Not onli once but FOREVER .

ARGH .

I cant stand it .

Will god pls bless me wit $10,000 .

$3000 for my studies .

Then balance $7000 .

Let me buy myself a laptop .

Pay m1 my fuckin phone bill .

Sign up for mio .

Rent a apartment .

Tts all .

And i swear i will work hard ,

not onli in my studies .

I'm gonna take some odd jobs for my own pocket money .

Or u bash me to hell then .

I wun spent unneccesary .

Pls bless wit me lots of $$$$$.

ARgh .

Ppl often say $$ is not the most important thing ,

love is something u cant buy wit $$$.

Nahx .

I disagree .

Without money ,

where fun and food .

Without them how u surive ??

Argh.

I guess i shall sweep the floor of the temple everyday.

Then god shall bless me .

Cuz i make an effort to sweep the temple floor .

Haiz..

$$$$ makes one go crazy .

I shall kill myself .

If god doesn't bless wit me $$$ .

Nahx ..

Kiddin .

God will be disappointed if i does tt .

I guess i'm born wit poor life .

And i have to live poor FOREVER .

Leen .
8:19 AM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

Missing my babes.

Been a week since i last saw her .

I didn't went clubbin .

Yeah .. it's been 2 weeks .

Since i last club .

It'a a great achivement .

keke .

I'm feelin hungry ,

but wats there to eat .

I'm stuck and trapped here .

Wit onli instant noodle and a can of tuna .

Yikes .

This mornin i went to buy a bloody pack of chicken rice ,

which taste yikes

and its without cucumber .

Wtf ,

where on earth is ther chicken rice without cucumber .

I'm craving for chicken rice now .

I wan to eat reali nice chicken rice .

I wanna get one tt can satisfied my stomache .

hehe .

Bored .

Monday , most prob monday goona go to my auntie house again .

Most probably helpin her get her things pack and clear .

If i'm there then , wats the maid for ??

Y do maid exist for ??

When they dun do housewrk ,

we the boss have to do it .

I dun understand y some ppl still waste their $$$$ payin a useless ass for free monthly .

Gettin maid can be a headache .

They might bully ur kids ,

still ur things .

U'll nv noe wat they do .

Even if i'm rich i wun hire them .

Domestic miad should be a wiser choice.

If i'm rich in the future ,

i'll nv wan to leave in big house .

Big house ar scary ,

i need maid to help me wit house wrk .

I rather live in a 4 room hdb wit great furnishin .

Invest in a bettle volkswagen .. I simply love it .

Any man tt buys me a bettle volkswagen ,

i'm gonna love u for sure .

Keke..

Leaving in a condo sounds great too .

Wit pool and etc .

But the maintence fees gonna carry me down wit heavy loads and monthly payment .

So stayin at a hdb flat is a wiser choice .

GOnna go get my chicken rice soon .

KEke ..

Leen .
7:29 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

Juz woke up .

I can't believe .

I slpt at 11 plus .

And now i'm alreadi awake .

Hehe ..

Waiting for bull to come over ,

to have breakfast wit me .

Hehe .

My all time fav.

you tiao wit dou hua drink .

Either tonight or tml ,

ashari , aziwan and ari .

Ar goin to the club .

GOsh .

If bull is goin ,

keke .

I'm followin too .

First time in my life ,

goin wit guys .

Hmm .. cannot act loner le .

Hopefully they go mos .

Then can bitch back some bloody ass "botak" .

Watch out .

Mother fucker .

Erm ..

But if i'm goin wit them .

Most prob ,

i'm gonna drink till drunk .

Keke .

Who cares .

Bull is there .

GOt home to go ,

got ppl to sent me.

No worries .

So .

Let's bottoms up .

Argh .

My blog is under some renovation.

keke .

SEe a better new blog soon .

Ya .

Goin for breakfast soon .

Ah jie , finally a 21 yr old lady .

Leen .
5:07 AM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

It's 9:06 am .

And i'm still not slpin .

Wtf .

I think i better slp on the sofa .

ARgh the floor of my house is veri dirty .

yikes .

I juz unpacked alot of things and rearrange alot of things .

I pack from 12 am last mid nite till bout 5 am .

Gosh .

And i've been sittin infront of this com from 5 am to now .

Omg .

Tired .

I found 12 best reason to stay home .

First , i've to bath .

Though i like to bath.

Second , i've to change clothes .

Third , cant wear casual .

Erm .. my casual means as in slpin clothes .

Fourth , muz put on contact lenses .

Firth , muz wear panty liner .

Incase got discharge or wet .

Sixth , muz put make-up .

Make-up veri ex .

Seventh , muz apply deodarant .

Then my armpit can breath .

Eighth , muz spray perfume .

Oso veri ex .

Even more ex than make-up .

Ninth , have to bring bag .

But i veri lazy to carry .

But without bag ,

i cant put tissue ,

which i use alot .

Then my phone ,

my mp3 ,

my house key .

And alot of etc .

Tenth , muz wear shoe.

And most of my shoe ar new .

I dun wish to dirty them .

I mean flats , flops , heels , shoes and etc la .

Eleventh , muz take bus .

And i nv top my ezlink card ,

i've to dig for coins .

And obviously i use up le .

Lastly .

GO out muz eat ,

waste money ,

plus i got no money .

Cuz i use up all my money ,

eatin le .

So the best way ....


stay home .

home can eat .

Cook anythin i like , plus i supper like cooking .

I oso can wear veri ugly .

Juz have to clip my frindge up .

No need to wear shoe or anythin tt hurt my "chicken eye" .

Can dig my nose ,

fart loudly .

But then cannot have sex !!

Lolx .

Tt's enough of crap for today .

My back seriously hurts .

Gotta slp .

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Leen .
9:05 AM

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Anybody got a knife to lent me ??

ARGH !!

I got tons of house wrk to do .

From sweepin the floor ,

to moppin the floor ,

washin clothes ,

hanging clothes ,

cook ,

wash plates .

And even scrub the bath room .

Hmm ..

I'm shouldn't be albert .

I should be Bindi .

Haix...

I juz got ignore again .

I seriously have no idea wat he wans .

Mad ass .

First he calls me ,

talks to me .

Then chatted for quite awhile on msn ,

then he started ignorin me again .

I reali have no idea wat he wans ,

or wats on his mind .

I wish i noe ,

But i doubt i can .

Forget it .

Let's put all this aside .

Babe - hmm ..

its not tt i dun wan to sms u .

I've been busy home .

Or i've been slpin .

And i noe u ar havin ur attachment .

I din wan to disturb u .

Nahz . u dun think too much .

How would i forget u .

I think of u everytime .

So does wy too .

Hmm ..

I wonder how long more my family can surive .

SIghz ..

Sorry couldn't load any pic at all .

I wonder y too .

SO ..

ya juz endure wit the long boring post then ...

Pls bless me to remember to watch tv show tt i reali wanna watch .

I'm startin to have short term memoreis .

Argh ..

Am i gettin old ??

WTf .

Ermm .. is like raining for 2 nites ??

the nite is cold ..

Leen .
4:00 AM

Monday, January 08, 2007

Juz got home .

Argh !!

Super exhausted .

Body dead .

Still gotta wash and hang clothes .

Omg !! Big task .

YA . Plus i still needa bathe .

I have been wearin this top , bra and shorts for 2 days le .

Yikes !!

eee....

Erm , but i bath .

Plus i spray alot of perfume ,

my alot is seriously alot ,

i spray like 10 over times .

keke .

kiasu mahz .

And i apply deodarant too .

So i actually dun stink k .

Hmm ..

Bai chatted wit me last nite .

Erm , his the one tt took the initative to chat wit me .

Ya , i'm petty .

So !! Look at the Fuckin atittude he gave me .

Who is he to do tt ??

And y should i be so nice to him !!

Ya , then he told me he broke wit his gf le .

Or his gf broke off wit him ,

watever it is .

Is his problem .

Its none of my business .

Y should i care .

Y is he tellin me for ??

Should i care ??

Or i should say , who am i to care ??

I can be veri nice ,

i can be veri mean .

I think i treat him too nice le.

Forget it .

Haix.

Sian .

Waitin for bull to come ,

for me to bathe .

Then ......

"TOU QING " !!

Moaning in process ...

Leen .
8:24 AM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Wriggle still not back !!

ARGH !!

AWWWW !!! i saw Rat running between my legs !!

Hell !!

I'm so terrified !!

ARGH !!!

Felt so digusted !!

Feelin reali bored !!

Not goin home today .

Tml gonna be sunday .

Mummy gonna be home .

Another family day .

Hmm ..

mayb dinner , at steamboat !!

Keke !!

Went to ate chong pang nasi lemak .

ERm .. not bad la .

Argh .

i'm not goin to blog today le .

The rat kept runnin ard .

It's kinda near me .

ARGH !!

Super scared !!

Super terrifying !!

Bye !!

AWW !!! RATS !!

Leen .
11:30 PM


ARGH !!!

I'm damn tired .

Still gotta do tt fuckin housewrk .

I think i'm gonna turn into a panda soon .

Veri tired le .

Omg !!

I veri tired .

Later goin over to bull place and slp .

ZZZZzzzz.

I wanna slp now ,

i mean now yeah !!

This min ,

this sec .

NOW !!!

Veri tired .

Went to eat breakfast wit Poon juz now .

So great gettin to see her again .

Haven seen her since ??

Erm .. actually not long ,

a couple of days onli .

But still miss crappin wit her .

Yeah .

Wriggles back today.

Got lots of story to tell her .

Haha ..

Stories startin from yr 2006 to 2007 .

Nv endin .

I find my hair sux .

MUMMY !!!

I need a hair cut .

Tired ..

Tired and tired .

I'm forever tired .

Leen .
7:38 AM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Hmm .. forgotten to wish everyone a happy new yr .

Ya .. Happy new yr everyone .

May all the best for u comes in 2007 .

Forget the past ,

cherish the future .

Yeah .. I should be tellin myself tt .

ARGH !! I wonder wat happen .

SOme FUckin insect bites me .

And cause my skin to get swollen .

Its not normal mosquito bite swollen .

Fuckin Hot red big swollen .

I think 5 cm big swollen .

GOsh .

My hand look like pig trotter .

I wonder wats wrong ??

Some more super hot feeling .

Now spreadin .

ARGH !! dun tell me its rashes .

But cant be i got rashes when i'm at 7 .

And rashes dun look like this .

Seems like some insect bites me .

ARGh !!

Pls dun be dengue .

Cuz i'm feelin kinda sick too .

Omg !! If its not recovering i better hurry go to a doctor .

I better stay home tml .

ARGH .. I'm preparing to study and earn money .

2007 gonna be tough but no worries .

A tough 2007 means a happy 2008 .

Jia you bahx .

Hmm .. Gtg rest .

My pig trotter hand cant type le .

Leen .
10:55 PM

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

I'm back .

Trip to Kl was great .

The nite be4 didn't slp at all .

Cycled over to Poon house ,

erm ... Okie , its bull hu cycled me .

Then ate fish soup .

Chatted till bout 4 plus then went home .

Showered , prepared and took a cab to Golden mile .

Hmm .. board the bus .

Kinda irritated by the Ang moh sitting behind us .

I mean wats wrong wit them .

Mother fucker .

Y couldn't we adjust the seat lower .

I dun see wats wrong.

Ppl infront of us oso does tt too .

If they fuckin think tt becuz if we ar gonna lower our seat ,

then its gonna block them from puttin their thing , tts their bloody problem la .

Dun like it still muz take budget bus for wat .

Kns .

I was super piss off tt i break tt arm rest and lift it up ,

so tt i could lie on bull legs to slp .

I slp pretty long .

Almost through out the journey .

Woke up at Yong Peng ,

ate chicken rice .

Then get on tt Fucking bus and slp again .

Ass man , even before reachin Kl the bus was jam again .

Juz when we were bout to turn into kl from the expresssway .

Lucky i got a smart bus driver .

He took a longer way but then faster .

Hehe .

Reach puduraya ,

the first thing i went to do is get bus ticket .

Bought 6 bus ticket for 31st dec to go Genting .

Then we took a cab to Bukit Bintang to look for hotels .

I'm seriously lucky ,

i manage to get a hotel instead of slpin at those YIKES motel .

Check in , then shower .

Then went to timesquare to look for Yen .

She seems kinda busy .

Walk ard , show bull ard .

We were suppose to play roller coaster .

Kinda lucky .

Cuz mummy told me tt something went wrong wit the coaster and someone got injuried .

And the unlucky person was a singaporean .

Lucky me . Cuz if i'm not wrong it was the day i'm at there too .

And i'm suppose to be playin too .

Heng like siao .

Then went over to Yen shop to call Poon .

Wth all the prepaid we bought over couldnt make any overseas call .

So ya . Call poon and told her bout it .

Then chatted wit Yen .

Then went to ate KFC at Sungei wang .

Wit no mood and super exhausted .

We didn't even walk ard at Sungei wang ,

straight away we went back to the hotel and rest .

Nap abit then , do some "tou qing" .

Then went to Petaling street .

Gosh . We walked like 2o over times ard there .

Bought adi colour .

hehe . now we 've got couple shoes .

Keke .

I wanted to buy this Lv coin purse wit key ring ,

But its cost Rm 25 .

too ex .

So instead of tt i bought a plain wan tt cost onli RM 9 .

This time didn't reali buy much .

Nthin much to buy too .

I guess bull bought the most thing .

He bought a shirt , jeans , jacket , wallet , socks and shoe .

Hmm ..

Then went back to the hotel and rest .

Ya obviously we did "tou qing " again .

Then fall aslp half way .

Then in the middle of the nite bout 4 am .

Poon , Alan , Heston and Hong wen came .

Gosh they knock the door super hard .

Madness .

Hehe .. Chatted abit then slp .

THis hong wen damn funny ,

he was like tellin all of us tt he doesn't wans to slp .

But wth in the end his the first to snore .

Woke up at bout 11 plus in the morning .

Went to eat then went over to Yen shop to get our contact lenses.

Hmm .. I got 2 pair free .

Thks Yen .

Then walked over to Sungei Wang .

Timesquare is quiet but kinda bored .

Sungei wang is super noisy and super crowded .

Nthin much to buy too .

Onli bout a slipper and sponge bob .

And i'm in super bad mood yet this Hong wen kept askin stuipd question .

His like out to irriated us .

ARGH !!

Then went back to hotel me , bull , poon and alan went back to the hotel first .

First we were chatting ,

then kinda tired .

Off the light .

Then me and bull were kissing .

Alan and Poon tot tt we were "touqing" .

Hmm .. Seriously we were not at first .

cuz its not veri nice .

When someone is ard yet we ar "touqing" .

But duno y , or wat happen .

Poon and Alan got tempted .

They started "touqing" ,

So does me and bull .

Keke ..

Then when Poon and alan was washing up ,

suddenly heston and hong wen came back .

I rush into the bathe room and wash up .

While alan and bull handle them .

Super ps .

Then we went to Petaling street .

Walked ard then lost track wit them .

So me and bull shop ourself .

We walked 10 over times again .

Couldnt find them or reach them ,

So went back to the hotel and rest .

Then came , alan and poon .

We went o bought lots of food and eat .

Gosh alan ate like 3 over packets of rice .

Haha .

Super eater .

Then Hongwen and Heston went out .

We "touqing" again .

This time Poon finish off first .

So When heston is back they went out wit them .

They sat along the corridoor of the hotel and smoke .

We finish off and called them in and slp .

Ya . We gonna waked up early to catch our 8:30 am to Genting .

Super excited .

Reach Genting , skyway .

TOok cable car .

Chat and laugh out loud along the way .

Keke .

Reach Genting , went to check in .

Too bad the room still not ready .

So went to bought movie ticket then .

Walked ard . Super piss of f .

Went back to the hotel and slp .

Half way through ,

heston and Hong wen came back .

Too bad this time round poon and alan slpt wit alan mum and dad .

So me and bull , slp wit Hong wen and heston .

Lucky we did not "tou qing" .

hmm .. the room in first world is super small .

Then slp atill bout 5 plus .

Went to ate Kfc wit Heston , hong wen and bull .

LOlx. Heston and me muz be blind .

We wanted to eat those bucket meal .

Both of us tot tt the meal was 10 pieces of chickent .

Wtf when we order then we realise it was 15 pieces .

Lolx .

There were lots of ppl queuing behind us .

SO we still order .

Can u imagaine 4 of us have to finish 15 pieces of chicken .

Keke .

Tt's alot .

But we finish .

Went back to hotel to company bull to shit .

Then rest .

Bout 11pm we went to count down .

But too bad alan wasn't ard .

Couldnt find them .

But omg , we damn fated .

Over few hundreds of ppl we manage to meet up at the fireworks .

we waited togethere for fireworks .

Omg .

I swear its super nice .

Bull wore like 4 jacket while walking back to the hotel .

haha .. Madness .

Then went to watch movie .

Hmm .. I fall slp .

Kinda sick .

I duno y .

I juz dun feel well .

Haha .. All becuz of popcorn and kitkat .

Then we went back to hotel and change and shit .

Then i wore t-shirt and shorts wit jacekt .

We went over to buy cup noodle and ate at the garden .

Omg !! Super shiok.

Cold weather wit cup noodle .

Great !!

Went back to slp .

Bout 11am in the morning alan mum came to wake us up .

Went over to alan room and slp .

Then heston and Hong wen when to eat .

We started wakin up and preparing .

Then while alan and poon was bathing .

Alan mum came back .

This alan was bathein so i went over to open but hu noes .

Y he open his door too .

Without any clothes .

Oops .

I didn't meant to see it !!

Keke ..

Went over to take bus .

WTh . Our name wasnt there .

Somehow there were some communication error .

Tt result in our name missing .

Too bad , took the next bus .

Waited for 1 hrs plus .

Heston , alan and poon went over to buy starbucks .

Tooks lots of crazy shots .

Board the bus .

We chat almost non-stop through out the journey .

We kept gigglin and talkin from Genting to after Yong Peng .

Keke .

We talk for almost 5 hrs .

I bet the ppl in the bus find us Fuckin noisy .

Haha .

ALong the way there was lots of traffic jam .

ARGH !!

SO we were kinda late .

But okie la .

Reach sG at bout 12 plus in the nite .

hmm .. super exhasuted .

Now i'm sick .

Things ar all over .

Hmm .. pics will be post another time .








Leen .
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