Question : $100 , buy 100 things at $100 . Cow - $6 , Goat - $3 , Eggs - $0.10 .
Answer : 70 eggs - $7 , 1 goat - $6 , 29 cow - $ 87 . Total = $100 .

Yeah . I was too bored ytd , i took a piece of draft paper and count everythin . I tot i wanna give up . Lucky i didn't !! I manage to get the ans . Hehe !!

I went to wrk today , Lawerence was alreadi there . First he shook his hand wit Auntie Helen , then he wanted to shake my hand too . Guess wat ?? I look at him and ask him y ?? He was shocked by my reply . He expected me to shake his hand juz like wat Aunite Helen shld . Then he said tt he juz wanna shake my hand . Again i look at him and told him "NO , I dun wan !! " He asked y . I say for wat ?? I dun like it . He then grab my hand to shake , but i was clever , i onli shake at the tip of the fingers . =p !! I wonder wats his tryin to do , his not a malay y muz shake ?? Insane !! First time meet shake enough , no need everyday shake !! Crazy .

My sales was damn lousy today . I felt rather lazy to push so i juz kept cookin then let ppl try . I can be bother ! Today i offended Ani , i wonder y he so petty . I was sayin somethings smell , then he ask hu smells , wat smells . Then i juz blurp out from my mouth : u lohx !! He was damn piss off and walk away . Crazy . From my tone oso can tell tt i am kidding . I won apologise to this kind of ppl .

I reali lookin forward to 14th August , then i can say gd bye to all my black men !! Although i like all of them alot , but i reali hate there . Mayb becuz of my wrk , too stressful . Next time Aunite Helen need replacement , i'll be her replacement . Lolx !! Then i can see my black men again .

I felt reali sick at wrk today , my stomach cramps like nthing . I went to toilet , then i felt my ass tearing . Oh man !! Not a day for wrk . 1 more day of wrk then it'll be my off day , i'm gonna spent my time shoppin wit mummy and sis . Oh ya , everyone next tuesday i won be free . I'm goin to someone whom i dun even noe chalet !! Muz be thinkin tt i'm weird rite ?? No lahx , acutally is Wendy's fren . I juz company her go onli . Mayb go cyclin ?? Not sure oso . Feelin kinda sian .

Tml still muz pass my thumb drive to Lawerence ask her to pass to Wendy . So troublesome . Aiyooo ... No choice , i chose to make this fren . 1 more fren is better than 1 more enemy . Correct ?? See i so sensible !! Lolx . I dun think theres any chance to meet babes , the veri next time everyone gonna met will be on poon's bbq !! So sad .

Today Auntie Helen wake up early juz to make popcorn for me to eat . Sooo sWeet !! She treat me damn nice . I muz take care of her , help her fight against the Bitch tt hit her !! ARGH !! Tok bout it oso angry . If i were there tt day i will definitely shout at the Bitch , won let Aunite Helen get hurt . When ever i think 'bout it i feel reali sad , she love me so much yet when shes in trouble i'm not by her to protect her . Now all i could do is company her , take bus wit her everyday . Dun ever let tt Bitch have a chance to come near her !! I reali hate tt Bitch she goes round gossipin bout Aunite Helen . I cant take it !! I hate ppl bullyin ppl tt i love !! ARGH !!

=15 more days to go and i shall say Gd bye to all my black men =


Watch out !!

Leen .
10:32 PM

I was early for wrk today . I'm a gd gal rite ?? I got enough time to sit down and eat bao . I wonder y tt bao so ex , when the taste is not worth tt price . Those bao at the coffee shop taste nicer and give a better price . Forget it , dun critise ppl things , the most i dun eat at tt shop anymore .

My veri first day to wore contact lenses to wrk , i realise alot of ppl change their atittude towards me . I simply hate this kind of ppl , be it specs or contact lenses , me is stil me ! I dun give a damn !! I won laugh softly , i won care 'bout how ppl think of me . I am who i am !! Though its kinda gd to get tt kind of feelin when is ppl tryin to ask u out yet they ar afraid . But to me it makes no different i won date anyone at this veri moment !! Sorry . I juz wanna concentrate on my wrk !!

Today Ani cum Micheal say he wanna go out wit me , Lolx ! U think i will ?? No!! I think beside babes and guys i wun go out alone wit anyone . I dun care ppl even if ppl thinks tt i am arrogant or wat so ever . I dun see any need to seek those advice . I onli will listen to advice tts gd for me . I wonder when i have to leave the "bears" family i will feel sad anot . They treat me reali nice . Hmm ... shall take photos wit them !! But i'm afraid the pic can't see them !! Lolx . Cuz they ar too dark !! Whaha !! =evil laughter=

I didn't mean to snatch Aunite Helen's fren rice bowl , but i hope C.S Tay boss fired her , especially near 14 Aug then i can go over there to wrk . Its damn near my home , imagine i wrk 11 , i onli need to wake up at 1030 , then leave house 'bout 1050 . I may even be early if i walk faster . Oh man !! Imagine tt kind of life , finish wrk at 3 reach home 315 . Shiok !!

My promoter job gonna end so i have time to relax , ppl out there who wanna date me , hurry !! If not when i got another job then u're gonna wait a mth or so !! Haha !! =thickskin= I doubt anyone will date me out ! Hmm .. So poor thing me !!

My stomach reali hurts , i start farting from the moment i finish wrk till now ! I bet this few days of rest my stomach has stored lots of air ! Lolx . Anyone need me to "dabao" for them ?? Eh poon ?? Haha !!

I juz found out tt actually w.y do visit my blog too !! Haha !! I'm so glad . Tot tt my blog would be empty !! Haha !! Thks ..

=p I saw fireworks today !! Too bad its wit Aunite Helen . Hmm ..

Leen .
10:59 PM

I juz happen to browse through all this pics !!
Take a look !! 0_0




Miss Tan finally back !! She went further study for bout a yr !
=miss her lots=



It's racial harmony day !! Can u spot me ??
My whole class was dress up in traditonal costume !!


My last class photo !!





I miss schooling time . Sobs sobs !! Things can nv be the same like be4. So better live life to the fullest . Treasure ppl ard u . I may dislike some of them , but theres still some i reali do miss !! Wonder when i'll be able to have a chance to see them again !!

Leen .
12:39 AM

ARGH !! Tml is "war" time !! Yeah i found somebody to fetch me from wrk . Guess who ?? Okie , i won beat ard the bush ..... is MR . Dawson !! Hopefully he nv lie to me , then i got company fetch me home . He say wanna go drink but then i got not enough money . Too bad not i dun wan to company him . Next time , then i company him . Now is crisis !!

I wanna buy clothes , next tuesday . I wanna shop !! Hopefully i can get my pay on 31 . Then i can go shoppin !! Haha !! Its gonna be my holidays soon !! KL i am coming !!

=m'sia truly asia=



=Eileen the great=

Leen .
10:52 PM

I spent my whole day home , i didn't went to meet Poon . Well , i noe i kinda cheated her , but i wasnt on purpose , i woke up bout 7am when my mum is awake too . I told her tt i wanna go joggin wit poon and theres she goes . =Nagging= ArGh !! Then i went back to slp . Poon , Sorry k !! I noe i didn't ans ur call , i was slpin so soundly then .

Although i am home alone today but i did alot of things , i scrub my bag and etc !! Tokin bout tt i'm damn angry wit the damn it "Fuhua" Herbal tea !! It cheat my feeling !! Sobs sobs !! Tt day after wrk i brought tt herbal tea , thinkin tt it can quench my thirst and its in a bottle , even if i can't finish i can keep it in my bag . But damn it , the cap got something wrong , i close tightly and keep in my bag but when i reach Amber Garden i find tt my jeans got a wet spot . I find it weird , so i touch my bag and realise tt the Herbal tea leak !! ARGH !! I got so fed up , i threw tt bottle away . Other bag dirty nvm can wash , my nike shoulder bag cannot wash !! ARGh ! DRyclean oso can !! Oh man !! But it reali stinks so i got no choice i have to wash . The worst have yet to come !! After washing i realise the stain become greenier than be4 !! ARGH !! I scrub harder but the stain won come off !! ARGH !! I swear next time i'm not gonna put any water thingy in my bag , except plain water !!

Sick !! I scrub my crocs too !! Finally , i think i last scrub it since i came back from KL . Eeee.. So sTinkO !! I oso scrub my flops oso . I am so clean now !! I shave all my hair . Haha !! But i was disturb my Dawson call when i was shaving !! Haha !! Lolx . I told him i was shavin , at first he couldnt hear properly , becuz i was using speaker . Then i told him again i was shaving he sound so turn off and put down the phone ! Haha !! I wonder wats wrong wit him and his gf again . Askin for a break up again !! Haha !! Seems like this always happen . Break , patch , break , patch !! Aiyoooo .. goodness !! They not sian i sian for them .

See i did alot of things today , from washing my bag to scrubbin my flops and crocs to shavin all my hair !! Oh ya !! I cooked mash potato today . I am gonna put it in the frigde and eat it at nite .Whooo .. Heaven . Shiok !!

Tml is another day of "war" , y i use the wrd war not wrk becuz its reali like war !! Alot of greedy ppl like nv eat be4 !! ARGh !! Sometimes i feel like shoutin at them . Haha !! No worries i won do tt , i won smash my own rice bowl juz for those greedy ppl . Lolx . I wanna go Grapevine again . I wanna practice more pools , i believe 1 day i'll be great !! Eileen the Great !! Haha !!Tt's me !!

Anybody fetchin me from wrk tml ?? Haha !!

Leen .
6:52 PM

I have fallen sick once again , i went to see a doctor and i've got 2 days of mc . I hate being sick , i can't eat things tt i like , i cant do things i wan . All i can do is slp and rest . But for tml , i can't be bother , i'll be meeting Poon in the early morning . For wat ?? Haha !! Cycling again , i miss it !! Its been rather long since i last cycled wit her . I need some excerise to make me well .

I still got 2 more weeks to go , then i can say gd bye to Babu & Lawerence . I've been waitin for tt day to come . After tt days life gonna be great , its all 'bout shoppin , enjoyin and holidays . Nahx !! I still gonna wrk till oct then i can stop wrkin to prepare for my holidays !! ~~ Hooray !!
After this job , mostly i'll be joining Aunite's Helen company . Hopefully i can get the job at bedok inter Giant !!

I'm waiting for the 9pm show at channel 8 to start then i can go shower .

Ytd i juz met up wit Babes , but now i'm missing them !! Oh man !! I realise something , recently alot of ppl is askin me out !! Haha !! =thickskin= But its true k !! But the weird things is some of them ar those tt i have long lost contact . So sudden ask me out ! Muz be up to something !!

I found this "dumb-ass" Jong's friendster ! I reali cannot stand him , madness . Next time better dun bother to call ppl or contact ppl . I so gd wanna contact ppl , then ppl say tt i like him . Crazy !! If its reali true , tt means i like everyone . I wonder wats up in his mind . Nvm tml i shall pay him a visit wit ah poon!! See wat he got to say . Make him ps !!

I juz can say my life has been getting better and better . I learn to be strong , accept ppl comments and live life to the fullest. I wanna thks poon for walkin me through the darkest time of my life !! I love ya !! I'm gonna make my life the brightest !! =winks=

=I'm happy wit wat i've now !!=

Leen .
8:44 PM

Ytd Wendy come over my house to visit me !! We eat , chat , paint our nails and watch tv . Nthing special , pretty boring . Unlike me and poon , even if its 2 of us onli , things will be more fun and happier . Hmm .. mayb its becuz i juz get to noe Wendy not long enough . But i'm still happy tt she got the heart to come visit me .

I felt reali bad to Dawson , i was suppose to meet him Monday then it was postpone to ytd . But ytd i still didnt meet him at all . So sorry !! One day sure will meet !!

Today wrk was rather okie , no need to do so much wrk . Sales was better than last week . I went over to Grapevine after wrk wit babes !! Once again , completed !! We play 2 rounds of pool , as usual ate fries , onion rings and my fav. tropical kiwi !! I love them all !!

Yeah !! Some one contacted me once again !! We're back to the same !! I hate being ignored !! So next time dun ignore me !!

Anybody can tell me , whether i should call Mizan ?? Anyone ??

=I'm not sure=

I wonder y Lawerence wanna lied tt his still single when his actually married . Is he tryin to be a play boy like wat Auntie Helen says ?? Crazy man !! Married juz say , y muz hide ?? Muz be he got some secret cannot let ppl noe !! Lolx !! Muz go find out !! I 'm such a busybody !!

Being a busybody better than MR.Jong , being a thick skin . If i were to like him tt would be ages ago , y wait now ?? Crazy !! And theres no way i will like him , madness !! Hmm .. Mayb is he like me , then wan to noe whether i like him !! HAha !! Lolx !! =thickskin= !! Hack him !!

Gotta go shit !! Hmm .. tml is another day of wrk . Sigh !!

Leen .
11:39 PM

I'm so bloated !! I'm dying .. Y am i feeling so lethargy ?? Tml still another day at home , i have decided not to meet anyone , cuz i am too late to get out of the house . Time seems to past so slow today , maybe i'm so use to wrkin life , so it seems so weird being able to laze ard on monday . I'm so home alone , nobody to talk to , nobody to company me . Haiz .. now i can sing - Lonely !! Haha !! I'm crazy , bored till crazy .

I wanna watch movie , but wonder which wan , and dunno who is willing to company me watch .
Argh !! I wanna shout !!! Oh MAn !! I'm waiting for 6 Aug , cow belles . Yeah , another Disney channel original movie !!

Tml i muz meet Dawson , ai yooo !! We were suppose to meet up today , but then i am too tired for tt . I have alreadi promise to meet him , cant break my promise . Wait i'm gonna lose another fren . Sick !!

=home alone=


CAn u see my eyes??
Haha !! My frindge is too long ,
I think its time to trim it !!

Leen .
7:38 PM

I'm so bored !! I'm home today , so is tml . I took leave to stay home and rest , i'm feelin real sick !! Whaha !! I'm so frustrated 'bout everything kept in my heart .I wanna burst soon !! HELP !! Lucky me !! I've got Dawson , anyone remember him ?? Oh ya !! I was suppose to meet him up tonight , but then i'm feelin so bad alreadi . Mayb i'll be callin him later to postpone our meeting . I bet his one of my veri best "Guy" fren . We haven been contacting for mths or maybe a yr ?? But seems tt he remember lots 'bout wat i use to told him . Oh Gosh !! I can't even remember much 'bout him . I'm so lucky to found a fren like him . His much much more nicer than those heartless Dumb Idiots !! Thks Dawson !!

I found myself so bless wit all the frens i've !! They ar so true and real to me , unlike those "dumb fako" !! Get lost !!! I have regretted too much in my life . But i bet the greatest regret is knowing my so call "frens" !! I simply hate them lots !! I wish they would juz disappear from my life !! Get the hell out of my way !! I dun find any reason i've done them wrong , even if to them i do , i have alreadi done all i could to show my sincerity tt i'm wrong . It's too much !! If it's this way then , i rather lose them as a "fren" . Wtf !!

I'm missing someone so deeply . Should i contact him ?? I bet his angry wit me .. But i bet nthin i do gonna make him treat me like how he use to treat me . Once theres a scare it can nv be remove ! I'm such a bad person . I've come to realise i'm so bad !! Tt i lost alot of frens .. Sigh !
Wat shld i do ?? I'm afraid to call him , but i wanna talk to him . I wonder how is he . Anybody noe how i feel ?? To forget a person ain't easy !!

Tml is tuesday wonder if wendy reali gonna meet me ?? If shes not i'm gonna take a rest at home !! I dun wanna go out since its my onli off day !! I'm super tired !! It's gonna be a long weekend again .. since i got chance to rest i better rest well . Poon!! I'm sorry i dun think tml u needa come over , i wanna be alone .

=i'm losin everyone , for gd or bad i dunoo ??=

Leen .
3:32 PM

I wonder hows tml goin to be like when i'm back to time when i'm alone again . I'm so use to having wendy beside me . Wit her ard time reali past damn fast , both of us were more to gigglin and chattin than promoting our food . Worst still we even "test" our own food !! I wonder anybody caught our act !! Lolx.. I'm so nice to her , but she scratch me till it bleed - sobsob . Nahx , I'm kiddin , i'm not such a petty person . She wasnt on purpose too , it was an accident . Finally she decided to tell me the truth tt Lawerence is actually 26 .. Oops !! =x I muz shut my mouth !! Haha !! But its oki wat .. Not veri old oso . Wonder when i'll be seeing wendy again .. Sometimes i do wish tt she's here everyday at least i got a company to past my time . Hmm .. i cant ps Auntie Helen too . I'm stuck , better dun disappoint Aunite Helen , got new fren forget her. Haha !!

But something gd 'bout today is tt i sold out all the chicken wrap !! Haha !! Some things which seems impossible . My sausage wrap still got last 4 pieces , hope tt my stock won arrived tml . Then i can concentrated on the prataha !! Haha !! Plz bless tt every weekend i got such gd sales then next time i got lots of lobang to do . If my sales is bad ppl won hire me anymore , mayb ??
I'm not sure . If i got gd sales next time lots of ppl will hire me !! Haha !! - Dreaming away . I muz push , although tml is a weekend but it doesnt mean its time for me to slack . I still mus try to push my sales , muz at least sell 5 chicken wrap , 5 sausage wrap , 5 plain prataha , 5 onion prataha . Then at least when it reaches the weekend my stock for the week will be cleared away . Jia you to myself !! = p ! I still got 2 more weekends to struggle . Ai yooo , I muz struggle . Stress like hell !! Babu , not happy during weekdays , my stock not moving . Ai yoo ..

Sian !! Stress !! I muz realise my stress .. SHOUT !! Ai yoo .. I think i have no much life for myself . Wat de !! I wonder wat i have done wrong , someone seems to be angry wit me .. Watever la , if his reali angry then nvm . The most i lost a fren , watever la . I'm too stressful to think 'bout anything at this moment . Wtf !! I wanna relax , if i'm getting my pay at 31 august then i'm gonna go shoppin to buy things tt i need . Anyone wanna meet me ?? If no , then i'm goin to go out wit Wendy .




Me & Dearest S.T ..

Leen .
9:43 PM

I'm drinkin my favourite barley now , still not slpin so tot of bloggin again . Hmm .. sometimes i wonder y am i so heartless ?? Y cant i be alittle bit nicer ?? Haix.. Being a human being ain't easy , at times u have to be bad, at times u have to be gd . It's reali tough i simply hate it . I juz wanna be happy , tts all . But yet its not easy achiving tt . Wat de !! ArgH !! 1 August , i'll be goin to a one crusie wit wendy ! Yeah !! Hopefully its fun and enjoyable ... wonder hows the feeling to hang out wit my supervisor sis .

Hurry sms !! tt somebody .. we haven been contactin for 2 days .. Ar u angry ?? Or ar u reali goin to hate me ??

I'm reali goin to slp . Nitex !! Hope everyone have a wonderful slp juz like i always have !! = p




nitex nitex !!

Leen .
1:00 AM

Today a new gal call Wendy came to be the promoter for Spicy Chicken Sausage. She is actually Lawerence's sister , still wanna denied when its so obvious. Haha !! But too bad ppl still trust me , at the end she still admit it . She is someone who can be frens not collegue , becuz of her i muz do double job . Yet i can't say anything , so too bad , her bro is Lawerence . She reali waste my time , if not i can end my wrk earlier . Hmm .. i not so petty , its oki !! I shall not brought it up again .

Tml she's till gonna be there , oh man !! Gonna tahan for another day , at nite still needa go out wit her . She seems to have not much fren too , she ask me to go out wit her , bring her overseas. Quite pity . But i'm not sure too , so better not jump to any conculsion . Mayb she's juz tryin to be nice to me .I got new fren !! Yeah !!

This Jong damn crazy , ask me to go to his house , his mad !! I'm startin to dislike him , all his disgustin behaver , the way he talks irritates me . Hmm .. i muz not dislike ppl , wait i will end up wit more enemy .

Haiz... I'm so stress !! I still got lots more days to go .. Sick !!!

I'm losin a fren !! I didn't want it to happen , but the things tt he told me hurt me too much . I'm tryin to be gd but yet it end up worst . Forget it !!

=DumbO=






<--- My Handsome Bf !!

Leen .
12:00 AM

Wrk today sux , i simply hate it !! But i muz bare wit it . No matter how much i dislike . For the sake of money and to prove to mummy i can do it !! I muz bare wit it !! I muz take it !! ArGh !! Can i shout ?? I wanna realise all the things trap in me !! ArGh !!! I'm bursting !!

I met up wit poon after wrk , we took Bus 36 together wit Aunite Helen .Then we company her to wait for bus 31 . Then we went over to grapvine , juz the 2 of us . Haha !! Simply crazy , we played goldfish, snap and old maid !! But we merely went there for 1 hr , we walk all the way from Katong home . Oh man !! So exhausted !!

Tml gonna be a busy day , i better have a early rest tonight . Oh ya !! poon is comin over tml nite to meet me then we're gonna go to food fair wit Auntie Helen at convention centre . Yeah !!

I wanted to meet u , but now u ar the one tt chose not to meet me . So dun blame me !! Sorry .

I'm happy wit wat i have and wat i am . I need no one to change my life or guide me in anyway !! So plz shut ur damn mouth !! To me , man ar all the same ! So plz !! At times u talk to me in a nice manner but at times u talk to me in a stinkO manner !! Wat u wan !! Fako !!

=Leave mE aLonE=






I love u !! Poon & me !!
My pretty babe !!

Leen .
12:20 AM

I am soooo stress !! HELP !! Can anyone help me make Lawerence & Babu disappear for 1 mth ?? Juz a mth ?? With Lawerence & Babu , i got onli 1 wrd to describe .... "STRESS" . Wah kao !! They stand there sometimes they peep at u , sometimes they walk to u . Oh man !! My job can't be done at all when they ar ard !! Worst still , when the sales is bad especially for Bbq area , Babu face is worst than charcoal ! Ai yoo .. die , my sales is not moving at all for the past 3 days . Hopefully tml will be a better day !!

I'm starting to hate my company , they nv provide me anything , make me like 1 dumb fool like tt . Lucky i got Auntie Helen , she tot me how to do things , help me . If not i so pai seah , everytime muz use Babu property ! After 1 mth , most probably i'll be jumping over to Auntie Helen's company .

Poon's B'day is coming soon !! I dun wan to give her anything , i buy her a skin trimmer . ASk her go trim her face skin , so damn thick !! Ask everybody buy her present !! Wait long long !!
Haha !! I think she'll love tt present . Yeah , after poon's B'day then her sch holiday we're goin overseas !! I think most proberly onli me and her ! But its oki ! We still enjoy , cuz we love each others company !! I love ya poon !!

TO : Mr Sim
I'm a nice fren , but bad gal fren ! I have told u many times , listen !! Dun be sturborn !! U have yet to see the bad side of me !! SOrry !! I have hurt myself and ppl too . I'm mean !! But i like it !! =p . TT's me !! I hate ppl to change me !! Sorry !! But i wanna tell u something !! Dun forget to msg me after reading my blog !! Haha !!

=Black men=

Leen .
12:55 AM

For today i can onli use 1 wrd to describe - BORED !! Not onli bored , total bored !! Less then 20 soul willing to reali take a look or buy . FOrget it then , i enjoy my day wit my indian mens . Babu is not here today , lawerence went D&D . Everyone was slacking , basically there was not much things to kept us busy . I'm not tryin to be a lazy ass , but theres reali nthin to do . I prepack the stock for Saturday but not totally doin all , i still left some wrk for tml !! = incase !! Hopefully tml will be a better day wit gd sales . Lots of stock in the cold room . Worst . The stock can't last long . Better sell more !!

Mummy , pig and Ah Gang came to fetch me. We company Ah Gang to eat at the foodcourt and after tt we went marketing , we bought lots of food . Haha !! I brought like 500gram of Ham !! Whaha !! All thks to Uma !!

Ytd i slpt at 4:30 am , oh man !! I cant die . I'm dyin of exhaustion. I better slp early tonight !! All tks to Mr.Sim !! BLahx !!

=Dun faLL For mE=

I'm a gd fren but not a gd gal fren . Sorry . I'm like tt .

Leen .
11:57 PM

I went inter wit mummy , we went mac to have my breakfast cum lunch, finally i get to eat my double-cheese burger !! = p I haven't been eating fast food for a long time . I've been controlling mine diet , so fast food is definitely a NO !! Tryin to lose weight is reali tough !! It's killing me , lucky i spent 3/4 of the day at wrk . If not i'll be turning into a crouch potato soon !! Losing weight is not all 'bout looks , it's 'bout health . I wouldn't wan to have my older life spent in the hospital or nursin home !!

Poon's birthday is round the corner , wonder wat i shld get for her 18th birthday !! Life seems to get better and better !! I love being alone !! Living in the world of mine own is great !! No noise , nobody to pester me !! I wanna stay carefree !!

Tt's all 'bout today. Oh ya !! Lastly i cook barley !! Haha !! Lolx !!

=BarLey day=

Leen .
7:14 PM

Hehe !! I look like Pringles logo !! Haha !! Take a look !!




mE !!





Cute mahx ??











PrinGLes !!


=StinkO U=

Leen .
1:32 AM

Finally , such a long await this day have finally arrived !! I'm off tml !! Yeah !! Wat a boring day today is , not much ppl . No choice , slack !! My 3 Mr black entertain me to pass my time . Lucky when my GM came i wasn't tokin to Mr black , of not sure die !! But i dun even noe her at all , dun say noe , i nv even see her be 4 . But who cares, i do my job properly .

Haha !! Tml mummy say wanna go watch pirates . Mayb goin , mayb not . I'm not sure . I think Mr. Sim is goin to be veri angry . He have been askin me out for sometime , but i have been rejecting him . Sorry . Hopefully his not angry .

Haha!! I wanna go watch channel U !! I'm mean tryin to make use of Mr "A" , i tot i wanna take his motor go wrk , but in the end too bad the time is different . Forget it . This kind of ppl stay far far better !!

= Loving BLacK=

Leen .
11:52 PM

I use to love Saturday & Sunday but not now !!! Damn it greedy ppl , bugdet or wat ?? No money to eat food ?? Stand infront of my counter and eat like buffet , not eat 1 piece , eat again , again and again , use tt bloody tooth pick to keep poking tt the food !! Wha kao !! My tester stock no more , wonder if Derrek is goin to bring down any stock tml . ArGh !! So frustrated ! Tml shld be a easier life , shld be !!Yeap !! Cuz it's monday , everyone is wrking or schooling ! Lesser crowd not so busy , not so stuffy !

If i manage to get my off on National day eve i'll be leaving Singapore !! But onli 2 day 1 nite !! Haha!! Lolx !! But better than nthing . From today onwards , if anybody povoke me i can straight away take 28 go to Auntie Helen house . She's stayin somewhere near Shin , she understand how i feels , hows my life . She dote on me , care for me . She even ask me to go over to her house and stay over .

Haha !! I'm lucky ! I noe 2 best Auntie in my life !! Dun look down on Auntie , they ar the best !!
I so damn exhausted ! I wanna slp . Tml is a brand new day , but wit the same routine - start wrk at 12pm , tea time at 3pm , dinner at 4pm , wee wee time at 7+ and go home at 8pm !! Haha !!

I wonder when i will be able to see babes again !! Sigh .. We ar all so busy !! Oh man !! Holidays , pls come fast ! I'm lookin forward !!

~Honey StaRs + Low-Fat miLk = Heaven !!

Leen .
12:16 AM

Haha i am a food promoter !! Not a ham seller , mummy anyhow say . I got 1 new fren , so sad , a big place but i onli got 1 best fren. She is AUNTIE Helen . Someone old enough to be my mum . Haha !! But i reali muz say thank you to her , she brought me ard the place , bring me go "eat snake " . Haha !! All the ppl there ar indian , so beside me and auntie helen all indian ppl !!But Its okie , i'm not racist . I kinda like my wrk but mayb becuz i started at friday not monday , kinda busy so time past fast. I got a superior call "babu" his tall like a giant , character like a angel . Haha !! Although i'm not under his company but he treats me reali well too . Thks Babu !!

Tonight i gotta slp early , i'm burn off , no more energy . SO damn busy . Too bad can't watch "simple life 2 " . Nvm for the sake of money i muz . Oh ya guys !! if u all happen to go ya kun dun forget to drink barely !! The barely damn nice , taste like dessert . Today auntie Helen treat me !! Got auntie ard veri gd got ppl treat. Juz like auntie kelly . Haha !! I am lucky got this kind of aunite busy me !! I better be gd gal , wait 1 day i piss her off she take knife hack me ! Lolx , the most to most , she dun wrk . She's not hard up for money , juz wanna wrk to past time . Oh man !! If i'm her i would be home to be a "tai-tai" .

I am missing my babes , hope to see ya guys soon !! Yeah ! Bintan trip , counting down !! I can't ans my call during wrk , so if u guys got anything leave me a msg , or call me at 3 - "eat snake " time , 4-5 dinner time , then 7+ "eat snake" time .

=missinG u =

Leen .
10:37 PM

I'm such a dumb ass !! I have accidentally deleted all the no. in my phone !! Although i have written most of the no. on my phone book but then some of the no. which i juz gotten recently was not taken down yet. Oh man !! Wat am i suppose to do ! I try to sent msg through msn , friendster askin ppl to sms me or miss call me !! But there isn't any ans yet . I guess ppl juz hate me , its best i dun have their contact then they have lessen 1 irritating ppl .

Almost every night i would msg "Him" but then i lost his no. ! Sux rite !! Then now i got nobody to msg , this will even waste my sms more . I have 700 free sms every month but then i onli use up to max 500 + , sometimes 300+ . If i am goin to lose even more contact i bet my sms gonna be like 100 + per month .

Oh ya guys , there's rumour sayin tt Monty was fired ! How izzit possible !! I tot his Nancy Soh's pet . If i'm not wrong he do sumthing to the account and earn some money from there ! Can't believe , i think he has been doing all this for quite sometimes . Hmm .. mayb even at TRE !!
Now the company tryin to cut cost , so little bit of things they fired the person . Even staff oso . Aiyoo ... cannot believe . Now Monty jobless muz go back Sri Lanka ! PooR him!! Cannot stay at condo !!

Haha !! If u aR the "him" i'm referring to , hurry sms me k ?

Leen .
1:58 AM

Ytd went town wit wy, wei yang , poon and fs . We had our dinner at crystal jade , but i didn't eat anythin . I was busy lookin at the guy sittin next to my table ! haha ! Damn it wei yang , he ask us not to look at handsome hunks , wat de !! I think most of the time his the want tt look at pretty babes !! argh !! Town seems to get more and more boring .

We went over to grapevine , while waiting for shin and gj to come over we play some cards game . Wei yang suggested tt the loser shall finish up 1/2 cup of foster beer . Haha !! Wat a stinky suggestion , in the end he lost . Haha !! I use my lucky method from preventing myself to lose . Well its seems a little bit nonsense , but it isn't k . Haha!! I didn't lost at all . I learn a bit of pool skill from gj , i find myself a real impatient person . I have not even learn for 10 mins and i got fed up for not being able to play well .

I think i reali have to believe this , i am so down in luck . Recently i seems to break lots of things , i broke my specs, plates and NOW my flats !! Oh man !! Wats this !! A little bit of fuck-up feeling !! Things spoil nvm , there's a phrase call - old things dun go , new things wun come . But i am reali irritated when wy accidentally spill the beer on my jeans . Beer can get reali stink on clothes . Oh man !! It's oki , i am not angry wit her , i noe she didn't mean it . Overall i did enjoy myself ytd .

Early in the mornin i was bout to slp , my mums wakes up . And she kept sayin i am selfish , wat so ever . Gosh !! Any rules saying tt - when slpin hp ringing tone have to be put to either slient or vibrate ?? Y am i gettin scolded for tt ?? So wat my sis is feelin unwell , i didnt chase her to slp in the livin room . Y izzit my fault ?? So wat i use my hp ! If is becuz i was on the phone , then fuckin throw my hp away . I WON die without a hp .

If i have to live juz to pls ppl . I would rather die ! Serious no joke ! I am born to be a slave . Britney spears , song called - i am a slave for u , suits me ! To think 'bout it i haven reali have a life of princess . Since the day i was born ppl dislike me , juz becuz i didnt look like my dad . I am starting to hate myself even more . Who in this world doesnt wan the best for themself ?? I love to study , i like reading , i love getting gd grades . But sch simply juz cant study , i try to go home and revise my wrk , but its worst i think . I got yell for burning mid-nite oil and force to off the light , juz becuz its a waste of electric . I wan tuition , but afraid to speak up , i noe it myself if i ask for tuition my parents will fight over who will pay . I hate it !! Tt's the reason when i have tuition i reali have to put in double hard wrk , cuz i fight reali hard for it . I wonder anyone on earth will fight to have tuition. I wan to further my studies but nobody seems bother , no one payin , no ones seems to care how i feel . Well then , since this its like this i shall do wat i wan . I wan to go wher my problem , i go home anot oso none of ur business . I'll make myself the queen of my house , i say yes nobody can say no . Dun say i am nasty , atittude problem or wat so ever , u brought it . I am nice to everyone , i nv ask for anything . I juz wan ppl to treat me nicer. Dun make nasty comments can .

When i am wit bull , i am accuse of being mean to him . When i broke off wit him , i am heartless . When we ar together , i will stay poor forever if i wan to stick wit him . Wats all tt , break up - heartless , together - no future poor , wash backside . SO wat ppl got rich bf , nv even see be4 mayb its a lie . I hate it ! Nvm , i will marry a man i dun like . As long as got enough money to feed me . Old oso nvm , i think tt way ppl will feel happier . I hate chinese new yr . Ppl say relative is kin , "pui" i am not ur kin ! I am not ur slim gang kin ! I have my own fat kin ! I hate my relative alot . Tt apply onli to my father side ! I look like a dumb ass infront of them , i hate to go over to my grandma place . I dun understand y greed juz tt little amount and get nag , i rather not gettin a single cent and have peace . All this yr becuz of sis i muz go . The next chinese new yr , i tell myself no matter wat i wun go . I bet they will be happy without a fat kin like me .

I got lots of house wrk to do , startin from wake up , pack bed , wash wat ever bowls or plate tt ppl nv wash , then vacumn the floor . Lastly wait for ppl to bathe finish and wash clothes . I am maria !

I hate the wrld , everyone , myself , u !!

Leen .
5:21 AM

9 july , seems normal , yet is feels different . 9 july , aik chee 19th birthday , i use to look forward to this day . Every yr i would think of somethin to buy for him . The biggest mistake i ever make was not to turn up for sch on his veri 15th birthday . If i were to turn up on tt day i would be standin at the detention area wit him . Wat a waste ! Haix , wat's not urs will nv be urs . I truly believe this . Although i waited for 3yrs , theres still no out come . Hmm .. kinda miss him ! oOps ! It seems like a history to others but not to me . I have always wanted to see him . His smile and everything seems so unforgettable . I wonder hows his life in army . Although i noe tt he got friendster but i am afraid to add him .

I am such a coward , i bet i reali cant forget him . He seems so special in my heart , i wonder y too . At times when i reali miss him , i felt like smsing him . But somethings seems to be pullin me back . Mayb i shouldnt have sms him ?? Mayb he wun reply ?? Too much worries . So i guess i got to forget it .

I manage to accept the fact tt he is not in bds , i dun have much chance to see him. But i have nv expect to find a shadow of him right beside me .Which its mizan. There seems to be so much in common bout mizan and him . They dun reali look great , but lots of gals get attracted to them . Their body figure , look alike . Both of them ar great joker . But something different is , aik chee and me seems like strangers , but mizan and me ar best of buddies !

As i expected i fall in love wit mizan . Fallin in love wit mizan seems easier and happier . I get to have him 24/7 by me . He showered me wit lots of care and concern , but i wonder whether theres love . We do quarrel , we do fight , we even use mean wrds on each other but at the end of the day we're still frenz .

Deep in my heart , i have nv reali wanna say . I do reali like mizan lots . I reali didnt wanna lose him . I regretted alot . I shouldn't have hide my feelings . I am mean . I chose someone over him . Its actually an excuse , i see tt theres no future . I dun wanna make myself more upset . I reali hate to lose him . 2 guys i love the most in my life . I lost them both .

Mizan got me a deeper scar than aik chee . I hide all of his picture away , am i runnin away ?? Does this help me to forget ?? His married , i have no hope . I didnt turn up at his weddin ceremony . I bet his angry . We cant even be frens now . Give me a second chance , i will nv leave u .

= Broken heart =

Leen .
5:27 AM

I am stress and pressurize . But by wat , i dunno ! I muz start saving money for holidays and school . Oh ya ! I have decided if i have enough money i'm gonna shift out from my house . Ppl may think i'm crazy but i have tot bout it for veri long . I wanna try being independant without my parents . I depend on my parents too much . And i wan a life of my own ! Freedom !

Come to think bout times i have wasted was reali silly . I could have done lots of things during this period . To be urself , is not easy . Even frens and frens do have secret between each other. To fall for a person is easy , to let him noe , is reali a problem .If i have no feeling how would it be like ? Izzit too late to say i regretted enterin into a relationship . If times could turn back i would hate the person i have use to love . I would treat ppl as evil as how they treated me . I will not make fren wit ppl tt chose a guy than me !

I understand tt nobody is perfect , but i treasure all my frens , i try to keep them all by me . But as yrs goes by , i start losin all my frens . Will i be a loner ?? Will i have no fren?? Will ppl start to dislike me ?? I dun see anything important pushing me to live on . My relationship was a disaster, my frenship seems like a volcano , goin to erupt any moment .

I reali hate to be happy . Is all a lie , after a slp everything will be total different . I hate memo , they make u more upset. I rather stay as usual . I hate ppl tellin me unity , is a lie . I onli heard of seperation . Life is all bout selfishness , there's no sharing . Dun ever smile to me , the more u smile to me , the more u break my heart .

=missing you=

Leen .
10:44 PM

I wasnt able to log into the internet ytd. Something is wrong wit my house phone connection . Lucky me , it's juz tt the wire was bitten off by my rabbit . Haha !!

Saturday night match England vs Portugal was reali damn exciting . Wy , me , poon was shoutin and screaming during the 5 ball shooting. We were damn worried . Somehow i expected it , England couldn't make it . If they were not able to score during the extended 30 mins then there is no much hope alreadi. Haix , so heart broken seeing Beckham , Terry cryin . But i am happy for France . They make it again , juz like 1998 . Yeah !! And again it's Henry tt score in .

I have repeated High school musical for 'bout 3 times like tt . I Love Troy Bolton !! Haha !! Gabriella Montez has a kind of x - factor tt can't be describe ! She is pretty ! European country high school life seems to be much more fun , much more learning and practical than Asia . Asia education system seems so dead . Hell man !!

Tml i got to go over to my aunt office to help her do some ware house thingy . Oh man !! I better bring ear plucks . I bet she is gonna nag nag nag the whole day . Too bad , i am their relative die oso muz help . Hopefully my cousin will be there , at least i got a company .

Hope to see my babes soon !! I am looking forward for the "friends" trip !! Holidays , overseas trip !! Once again !! Horray !!

Leen .
4:38 PM

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4:24 PM

I reali think i can't slp . Its 5:35am now ! I think i am goin straight to poon house . I shall slp when i get back . Later i am goin to make pancake for poon to eat. She reali love pancake. Everytime we go to Mc she would order tt , since i know how to make . I am goin to teach her and make for her . Haha ! I am so sweet to her .

I reali love watchin disney channel . Recently they have this new movie call high school musical .
I reali love the song in tt movie. It's call breaking it . Hmm ... shld be , ya i have put the video up so u guys can watch it . It's reali nice . I like it .

For my M'sia trip pic i guess i won be loadin it so soon bahx. Kinda lazy . Loadin pic reali takes up alot of my time . Argh !!

Yeah ! Germany wins ! I am gonna paint my nails tml ! Yeah ! Tml nite is england vs portugal . I do like both , i reali dunno hu to support . Haha !! All the best to both !! If englang gonna win tml , they ar goin to get into top 4 . Hopefully , god bless everyone !

Leen .
5:30 AM

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