It's all 'bout them.
From past till present .
Theres too much pic .
I chose the best pic .

I love all the time , we had .

Leen .
10:50 PM

This morning i recieve a call from Rao at 5 am.

He asked me , y didn't i go to wrk .

I was like half aslp , half awake .

I juz told him i dun feel like goin .

Then he ask me wat i'm doin ,

obviously slpin rite ?? 5 am expect me do wat ??

Insane . I bet his drunk .

Be4 he put down the phone i think i've alreadi fall aslp .

Today is his off day . So he muz disturb me izzit ??

ARGH .I hate to be disturb when i'm slpin.

Slpin time , i'm the king .

So pls dun disturb me !! ARGH .

Today i make fren wit the guy at Sushi department .

haha .. he gave me his msn add.

Though we've talk be4 a few time , but today is the first day i noe his name .

Yeah . Now i got one new fren .

His from Ngee Ann poly ,

his 19 this yr .

His well bulit , gentlemen .

Too bad his stayin so far from me .

I'm still waiting for him to be online .

He finish wrk at 1030 ,

reach home should be 11 plus .

So i still gotta wait .

Sahra told me someone ask for my no. ,

i warn her nv to give anyone my no. .

I nv like to give outsiders my no. ,

its irritating . Unless i reali noe the person .

But if its either "liang zai" or ah Kit its okie .

I noe them a little , juz some smile onli.

I wonder wat i do , i'm feelin so tired the whole day .

Muz be becuz of Rao . He disturb my slp .

Shall go pack my stuff and wait for my new fren to be online .

Leen .
9:43 PM

I recieve 3 presents .

It's not my birthday .

I'm so grateful for wat u've done for me .

It took me so long to let go of the relationship .

I love u so ,

but its not all 'bout loving .

We can't be together .

We got different dreams .

U cant live the way i wan life to be .

I enjoy times wit u .

I love time wit u .

But its over .

Things cant nv be the same .

I chose to let it go ,

I'm nv gonna take it back .

I hope u can face the fact .

I believe u gonna read this post .

Thks for the present .

I'll be posting the pics tml .

If u reali love me ,

u reali wan me to be happy .

Let me off , let me free.

Let me have the kind of life i want to have .

I'm feelin so terrible each and everytime u treat me gd.

Plz dun treat me gd.

U're makin me feel worst .

Sorry .

Forget me ,

stop being like this .

ya gonna make ur dad feel disappointed .

Live life to the fullest .

Dun waste it .

Leen .
1:37 AM

shot no. 1 shot no. 2

= alot like love =

Leen .
10:37 PM

I haven been to wrk since last friday ,

last friday was poon's bbq.

Dun expect me to go the following day ,

how am i to wake up when i'm back home at 4am ??

Sunday , simply becuz i got a big headache .

Monday , i ask my boss question he dun wan to reply .

Tuesday , my off and oso Y.h's chalet.

Stay till morning , finish eating .

Left downtown east 'bout 1130am .

How to get home , bathe , change then rush to wrk by 12pm ??

So i stay home and rest.

I wonder if i have ate anything wrong ,

last friday i got diarrohea , so is today .

After every bbq i get serious diarrohea.

Oh man , my ass is tearing .

I muz go eat medicine le ,

i overslpt . Miss the time le .

My body seems to be veri itchy ,

muz be the bed . Make my feel so itchy.

I'm damn sensitive to dust . GOsh .

Poon came to my house ,

we cook prawn , veggie , fried golden mushroom & egg.

Gettin to see Poon everyday is always the best thing .

Wats life without her . Haha .

Mummy out , leaving me home alone .

Shall go bathe again though i alreadi bathe in the afternoon .

My skin damn itchy . Eee....

Leen .
10:04 PM

29 August , Mr. Phua b'day Chalet . Everyone turn up , except W.Y .

She went to do her hair , and put us on aeroplane AGAIN .

But is okie , without her its still fun .



I was standing on roller blades - y.h's blade .

Y.h is a lousy "FANNER" .

I did a better job than him.

Ms Poon "blows" damn power .


Ms Poon cooking , and i'm there disturbin her wit the mashmallow.

Haha . Mashmallow war .

Group pic taking time, crazy fellow from the next pit help us took .

In the room i was playin wit S.T digi cam . Haha .

We wanted mirror image pic ,

but i'm a lousy camera lady can ??

Haha ..


I'm flirting the cam , theres nthin much to do .

Y.h lap top didn't manage to steal any connection.

So too bad , beside watchin tv , we took hell lots of pic .

But i onli chose some to upload here .

It took me an hr to load all this .

Its killing me .




Mr. Phua tryin to take advantage but being caught by me .

S.T act as nthin , probably she enjoys it . Haha .




Help !! EeLin how could she do this .

Oh man Guys , listen up , dun misunderstood we ar nthin .

Onli S.T & Y.H is something . Lolx.




We couldn't slp , the air-con is so damn HOT .

We start taking pics again using Y.H phone .

Haha . ME & S.T got nthin better to do.





Now the 3 of us , still not slpin .

We took lots of pic , we even wanna kiss S.T .

Haha .. but u all got eyes , can see i nv get to kiss S.T .

Mr. Phua is alreadi usin his toungue .Eeee..

Wats life without them ??

Being wit them i felt reali happy ,

as though nthin gonna happen even i dun go wrk.

I feel free , i forgot my sorrows .

I juz wanna be wit them .

They bring my life , happiness & fun.

Wat's more important than them , beside family ??

I push my date wit my bf aside juz to meet them .

I gonna miss u all again .

Tml is teacher's day , S.T , F.S doesn't wants to go back to bds .

Poon got attachment , me ??

I have no idea. Hate there , love there.

Theres still lots of pic taken ytd .

Some ar in Poon's cam and EeLin's phone .

Shall load them tonight after they are home.

For now , i needa use the toliet .

My stomach ache big time .

Poon's coming over my house .

I'm gonna cook for her . Hehe .

Leen .
1:25 PM

W.y went missing ,

Poon finish her attachment le .

Waiting for her to reach home ,

then i shower , prepare .

And there we goes ...

Y.H chalet .

Yeah .. pretty excited .

Hangin out wit my besties is always the best thing on earth .

I hate to be yell at , i did no wrongs ,

u offended me , ur atittude sux .

If u can't control ur emo , tts ur problem .

I can't do anything , but u can nv ever let off ur emo at ME ..

U like me , theres nothing wrong , all we can do is wait for our time to come .

Our time have yet to come , so too bad .

I nv stop ppl from likin me , is their wish .

U get sitmulated , then ??

Wat u expect me to do for u ??

Service ??

Worst u disturb my slp . U rang my phone ,

and expect me to forget the whole sitiuation ??

I stab u wit a knife now , and i tell u to forget the whole situation ..

possible ??

I have always say think be4 u tok .

Now u hurt me , i'm feelin so piss off .

Let me think 'bout it .

I'm gonna meet my besties .

Meetin my besties always makes me feel real great .

I'll be all rite after tt .

But for now , dun ask ever me to forget tt .

Cuz it has alreadi happen and can nv be forgotten .

Leen .
3:01 PM

I'm feelin super duber bored .

All i could do this blog and blog . Kept bloggin none stop .

I'm too lazy to do anything , so obviously i'm too lazy to meet Poon & S.T too .

I didn't had my dinner , so mummy order mc for me to eat .

I hate to eat maggi noodles , the after eat feelin sux .

I'm watchin the 9 olcok show .

I doubt i'll be online later .

Anybody wanna date me out ??

I'm so bored . Date me bahx .

Leen .
9:53 PM

I'm home all day long .

I have been sittin infront of the com the whole .

Facing the square box .

I have been help W.Y editin her blog .

Now its finally done .

Yeah . I'm so tired .

I haven even eat my dinner .

Wonder if i should meet pOon for dinner .

I'm kinda hungry .

Tml is Y.H chalet .

Haha .. Fun time again .

Yeah . I'm so busy today .

Beside sitting infront of the com ,

i help mummy get her furniture fix .

Anil gave me a call juz now , askin y i didnt go for wrk .

He misses me . Lolx.

I bet he miss my chocolate bahx.

Haha ..

Still considerin whether i wanna return to wrk .

Hmm .. tt's all bout today .

Still thinkin whether i wanna meet poon & s.t to eat .

Leen .
8:00 PM

Haha . I juz fnish doing pedicure .

I'm super bored . All i could do is blog the whole day .

Gosh . I got nthin better to do .

Wrk is so bored , stayin home is slighty better .

Most probably i'll be lookin for new jobs tml .

Meaning i'm sayin gd bye to my old job .

But i feeling for my frens over there ,

like auntie Helen , Rau , Hari , Uma & Sahra .

I bet i'm gonna miss them .

Lots of fun feelings.

I wonder izzit reali true tt dumpling gonna shift to the place i stand .

If its true i better ask Derrek check first , wait i go there so ps.

So most probably tml i'm free . Haha ..

I hope so . I'm gonna search for new game to play le .

haha .. i found a twins .











<------ look like me ??

Leen .
6:20 PM

W.y dun be jealous after readin this post .
I lie on Mr.Yip shoulders .
Oh man . So comfortable .
haha . Lolx.
Too bad u dun have the chance .
Dun be upset k .
Haha . Kidding .
But i dun remember myself lyin on his shoulders too.
Jux so happen to see the pic .

Oh ya . Everyone listen up .
I didn't go to wrk today ,
yeah . I'm lazy k.
I'm sick of my wrk le .
I hate the conflicts there .
I rather go to a better place wit lesser pay .
But definitely it muz be nearer to my house .

Hmm .. nthin much 'bout today .
Juz feelin rather troubled in my heart tts all .
Blog tonight bahx .

=Love my Babes =

Leen .
1:06 PM

=MOMENTS IN LIFE =

There are moments in life when you miss someone
so much that you just want to pick them from
your dreams and hug them for real!

When the door of happiness closes, another opens ,
but often times we look so long
at the closed door that we don't see the one,
which has been opened for us.

Don't go for looks , they can deceive.
Don't go for wealth . even that fades away.
Go for someone who makes you smile,
because it takes only a smile to
make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

Dream what you want to dream,
go where you want to go ,
be what you want to be,
because you have only one life
and one chance to do all the things
you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,
enough trials to make you strong,
enough sorrow to keep you human and
enough hope to make you happy.

The happiest of people don't necessarily
have the best of everything ,
they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always
be based on a forgotten past ,
you can't go forward in life until
you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying
and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so at the end,
you're the one who is smiling and everyone
around you is crying.

---------------------------------------------------------

Like this ??

F.s forward this email to me .

It seems to read my mind.

I like someone but i've to hide my feelings .

Isn't life so tough .

I believe one day he's gonna be mine .

Tml gonna wrk . I hate it .

But i still muz drag myself there.

Stuipd Babu . Hmm .. better think of a better reason to tell him .

Gosh gonna see his black face tml.

ARGH .. Whens my wrk endin . I wan it end asap.

I rather get a lower pay job .

As long as is nearer to my home .

Reason ar simple , save bus fare , save time .

I hate to waste time . And main thing .

Wrkin there is like being spy all the time .

Wth .

Life without Babes ar boirng .

Life without Poon is worthless .

Life without bf is heaven .

I dun need a bf to make me happy .

Hate me all u wan .

I'm so sturborn . Lots of ppl hate my bad mouth , but cant be help .

I'm too straight forward le . I'll be myself . I treat ppl hu deserve to be treat nice , nicely .

I'm nasty to idiots .

Hmm .. tuesday is Y.H chalet . Gonna be real fun .

Teriyaki day again . Haha .

I'm so jealous of S.t she got such a nice bf .

I envy u . HAha ..

Too bad mine is not envy me .

Mine is ralph lauren Romance .

haha . Perfume .

Hope to see ya Tuesday .

Gotta go rest . Byes..

Oh ya .. Btw , Tagboard is down .

Gosh ..



















Anyway i'm force to post a pic of W.y .

And i onli have this . For ytd bbq .

Anyway i load ur pic le . Happy ??

Dun be jealous le .

Leen .
12:15 AM

Everyone attended ytd bbq , thing was great .

Lots of fun . Haha .

Went home wit Shin , Poon & Harng .

We were veri sticky , due to the sea breeze .

So the moment i reach home i rush to shower .

Then i chatted online wit Poon & Harng .

Poon went to slp first . So i chatted wit Harng till 'bout 5 am.

Then i went to slp . SO damn tired .

I woke up veri early tt morning , i company Uma to the hosptial .

Reach home bout 2 plus then napped awhile muz leave house le .

So damn tired . But it was so fun last nite tt i didn't have any tots of feelin tired .

I woke up bout 1 plus juz now , company mummy to inter.

Boughts lots of food . SO heavy .

I'm kinda tired . Mayb shall take a nap later .

Not use to hangin out so late . SLp early every nite . Seldom ton le .

I'm a gd gal now . Haha . Shall go nap now , then wakes up for dinner later .

Leen .
5:47 PM

Hehe .. Today is POon Bbq day .

Well i guess i enjoy myself alot .

Bet everyone muz be reali jealous i took pic wit Mr. Yip .

He may not be reali handsome at this pic . But his reali handsome in real .

Everybody tt see him , likes him . Haha ..

But so too bad . His mine . Lolz... W.Y muz be real angry after readin this post .

His stayin so near me , too bad la this yr i go overseas 7 days , he go overseas 7 days .

Tt mean this yr 14days of not being able to peep from my room to his house .

Wasted . Haha ..

Today was reali a real fun day . Lots of laughter , shoutin & eating .

Y.h was the worst he ate so much . Gosh . Serious i swear he reali eats alot .

Much much more than me . From the moment the fire was ready till the moment he goes back .

He has been eating non stop . Eh not reali non stop onli the time we were playin at the sea and

when he goes to the toilet then he stop .

Gosh .. his a monster . Even when he was 'bout to go home .

He even took a few more . Haha.. Greedy ass.

Now i noe y S.T got such gd life after being wit Y.h .

So lucky , Y.h is reali a nice bf plus fren.

He get along veri well wit us .

We laugh together , eat together .

Haha .. W.y & me was crazy .

We "flirt" Y.h . =blink blink=

HAha .. His scare of us .

But it was reali enjoyable wit Y.h ard.

HAha .. I'm chattin wit Mr. Yip now .

W.y heart muz be breakin into pieces le .

Haha .. No worries . Nobodys' mine , i'm nobodys' .

I'm alone. Single . Happy.

I'm so tired now . Wonder if tml i should go visit Nathan .

I'm afraid tt Hari gonna be angry .

I dun wanna lose my Dar Kor Kor . Veri nice to hug .

And wait my Indian Bf , angry .

Aiya .. I'm in a difficult situation .

how ?? Help me anyone .

Tml mayb i go out wit Mr. Sim .

His treatin me Sakae . Yeah .

Haha . I'm super duber tired le .

Nthin much to say oso . Nitex.

Leen .
4:38 AM

Gosh.. My legs is killin me . It hurts so badly after long hrs of standin from wrk to Poon's home . Poon came over to fetch me at wrk , then we go shoppin for tml bbq food . We bought lots of food , so its kinda heavy . We took a cabby home . We started preparing all the food from 9plus to 1 plus . Gosh .. Reali damn tired . So all the food for tml , all thks to me . Is reali tasty , of cuz . I make mahz.

I'm so tired . Wonder if tml i shld meet Uma and company him go hospital. I'm super-duber tired. But if i dun company him , then he doesnt noe how to go . He rides motor i'm afraid. I rather pay to take bus. Tml bbq gonna be real gd and fun. HAha . Hoepfully i can wakes up in the mornin to company Uma go . I'm tryin my best to be nice to everyone .

I'm feelin a little bit of life. Realising Rao likes me , i likes him . But dun reali likes juz .. Ai ya can't explain. I rather stay it this way .

Hmm .. Sorry Mr.Sim . I'm not able to meet u today . Next time bahx. But dun forget my Sakae treat k ?? Haha ..

I'm needa go slp early le . Try my best to wakes up tml to company Uma . Nitex.

Leen .
2:46 AM

Lots of conflicts at wrk. Headache.

Department 22 is divided into 2 ,

Gd & bad gang .

I'm standing together wit Hari , Rao ,Uma, Sahra & Auntie Helen.

Recently lots and lots of things happen .

From fightin to accident to complain .

First Veera & Annil , fight .

Second Hari & Nathan quarrel .

Third Nathan got his finger chop off .

Fourth customer fight among themselves . <-- Reali funny . HAha .

For goddness sake , all this nonsense stop .

WOnder when is Babu gonna be back haven seen him for 3 days .

And for the next 3 days i wun be seeing Rao le .

Tml is Rao's off day , Fri & Sat i'm off . So sad.

Today i make a new fren , his name is Jo.

Oso wan of Rao's fren. Heard from them tt Rao got drunk tt day .

When a person is drunk , they speak from the bottom of the heart .

I guess so . From wat Hari and Jo says , when Rao was drunk he kept callin my name .

Then Jo ask him whose tt , he told Jo it was his new gf.

Gosh .. Hari called me , he ask me to company him .

So i company him in the cold room and chatted . He was askin if i reali likes Rao .

Oh man.. I'm afraid .

Ryan is enough . I learn my lesson .

I'm so afraid of love. I nv wanna feel hurt again.

Though Rao isn't the same race as me , is all rite .

I'm not racist . Bull is a malay .

Race is not a matter . I'm juz too afraid of love .

Nathan still in the hospital.

He got a 2mth mc .

Now Annil has quarrel wit Veera , Nathan is in the hospital .

Meanin his a loner .

Gosh . I'm caught in the middle .

I better stand at Hari side.

His a nicer men .

Tml Poon fetchin me at wrk. Hehe ..

Friday is Poon's Bbq .. Yeah . Fun & gathering time .

Gonna take lots of pic .

Initally i wanna ask Rao along .

Too bad his wrkin .

=Leen the Great=

Leen .
9:43 PM

Today is a day i realise something veri important .

We muz always treat ppl wit respect be it u like the person or not.

Yoganathan , got his finger chop off today .

He was gigglin and laughin , nv serious even when his holdin a knife.

Ytd he curse Hari and even threaten him , today he chop off his own finger.

Retribution.. Lots of ppl says . I wonder .

He mayb meant to others but not to me so i cant reali judge it.

I'm worried bout him , but lots of ppl told me tt is god punishment for him.

He ought to learn to be nice to be others..

I learn a lot from this , i'm worried .

I juz recieve my retribution.

I musn't treat anyone bad .

I dun wan this kinda retribution.

I wanna be gd to everyone.

But being gd to everyone cost me abomb .

Last mth i sms everyone , it cost me $114.

Wth .. especially tt fuckin ben .

Nv gonna sms him , so does Ryan cost me a bomb.

Money is not a problem , problem is my feelin is being cheated at the end of the day.

Forget it , at least i got a lighter punishment . I wouldn't wan tt kind of punishment.

Gosh.. it's so scary. Hopefully things gonna be all rite for him.

Wrk today wasn't gd lots of things happen .

My things ain't sellin well.

Nahx.. CAn't be bother.

Mr. Sim is missing..

Poon's bbq coming.. GOsh .

So excited.

Everyon having their exams..

All the best .

Take care everyone.

=Dun ever leave me alone=

Leen .
10:15 PM

I hate today ...

Reason . I got my period .

Gosh ... I didn't realise till i reach wrk .

Wtf .. It stain on my pants and undies .

Sickening . Wonder how uncomfortable i am ??

Stuipd veera still ask me stay till 3 ..

If not i could have left earlier .

First i reali have difficulity tellin Veera the reason i wanna go back .

But i pluck up my courage to tell him becuz i reali wanna go back .

He make fun of me , ask me take the whole roll of tissue and wrap ard.

Pls .. the tissue wun absorb at all ..

I have alreadi put thick layer of toilet paper .

I dun absorb at all and worst it makes everything so messy.

Lucky i got all shaved last week so it wasnt as messy as how it can be wit those hair.

EEee...

Feelin so frustrated i went to Ps wit Poon to get my hp fix ..

We still have to wait for 4 hrs , so we went to eat

and decieded to watch a damn it stuipd movie.

I rated it 3/10 .. Unless u got nthin to do and juz wanna watch a movie to kill time .

And provided there are onli tt movie at tt time slot then watch it k .

Dun waste ur money even if u're filthy rich ..

Sick.. Tml gonna wrk though its my off.

I've change my off to friday and Saturday .

Yeah its Poon's bbq party .. I love Poon .

Haha .. We took bus no. 7 home .

Both of us fall aslp , then Poon accidentally lie her hand on my shoulder .

And i lie at her head . Gosh .

Others might think tt we're les .Lolx ..

My stomach damn pain.. Sick.

Mr.Sim dun go missing la ..

Dun ever leave me alone..

Leen .
10:24 PM

Wrk today wasnt as great as ytd ,

time didn't past as fast as ytd .

There wasnt as much customer as ytd .

Today i had lots of laughter wit everyone .

Hopefully things gonna be great forever.

I wanna wrk happily there forever .

I hope tt my job there can still drag longer .

Better sell more things.

I wanna wrk there longer .

Be4 i go KL ard 1 week then end .

Then i have lots of money to shop .

Haha ...

Today i use 6510 , everyone tot tt i so poor thing or my hp lost .

Haha ... actually the reason is so simply my hp spoiled .

I feelin so tired today.

Ah pig came to fetch me after wrk , went to Billy bombers .

Gosh its so full .. Haha .. my treat .

from today i muz budget if not ,

i will not have enough money for KL ..

Poor me.. Hoepfully tml Mr.Sim will come fetch me after wrk .

Then got ppl drive me home ,

not so tired .

Haha .. Mr.sim u read this blog muz fufil my wish k .. haha !!

Leen .
12:03 AM

Today Poon was wrkin wit me ,

time past reali fast .

Juz a blink 2 hr gone .

Gosh .. haha .

Wrk was rather okie for me .

Except tt it was reali hot .

I reali hate tt Stuipd Overseas "singer " ,

Fuck his ass , laugh like ghost .

He think tts i'm dumb ,

No i'm not . I can understand Both Malay and Canto .

dun think i dun noe tt his unhappy tt i'm there .

But hu cares . The rest likes me , wat can he do .

Can u imagaine Peiying weightin her breast infront of Veera , Anil & "singer" ??

She's shameless . still there to say tt its 3kg .

wth !! "singer" even suggested her to ask me to weight it .

No way . Ass off . I'm not as shameless as her .

I'm love myself . I wun do such a thing.

If i'm her husband i'm gonna be so disappointed wit her .

Anyway she juz got engaged shouldnt be more decent ??

I'm much much more decent than her .

Gosh ..

I hate her like hell together wit "singer"..

Wat a sad thing i forgotten to tell everyone .

I spoil my phone . I drop it on the floor ytd at the toilet .

I hate a tummy ache and i reali needa use the toilet urgently .

So i didnt reali bother i rush to the toilet and unzip my pants ,

next my phone drop .

Wth . Then now i cant sms anymore , the moment i go type sms ,

my phone hang , cannot shut down cannot cancel .

Muz open the batt . Aiyoo ..

So fed up . Tuesday off le then go services .

Mean while use budget no colour hp bahx.

I smsed Ryan .

He didnt reply me .

Cant we be frens ??

Hmm ... His online now.

I doubt he'll tok to me too .

Forget it . Dun make myself more upset bahx.

I'm missing him .

Ppl muz be thinkin tt i'm so dumb .

Ppl cheated on me yet i fall in love wit him .

He gave me hope ,

he thrash my hope.

tts all 'bout today .


------> Ryan

Leen .
11:04 PM

I realise i'm still thinkin bout Ryan .

How ??

I'm feelin so heart broken ..

Is a weekend i should be chattin wit him .

Discussin to meet .

Tellin each other how much we like each other .

how we fall for each other .

How much we miss each other .

How we muz treasure our relationship .

But its all a lie .

I hate it .

I do reali like him .

Though i shouldnt .

y muz he do this to me .

y izzit me ??

i've too much regret in life .

Too much le.

far too much .

I hate it .

I'm leavin life to the fullest now .

i dun wan any regret anymore .

Sorry babes if i've make u all worry ..

sorry mr. sim .

i noe u do care for me .

and thks alot .

I juz cant forget him .

Sorry mayb time will heal me .

But i'm not sure when izzit .

I cant bring myself to fall in love again..

love hurts me too much .

I'm feelin so lonely .

I'm cryin in my heart .

I have to hide my emo .

Y cant i cry out loud ?

Y cant i show my emo ??

= fixing a broken heart =

Leen .
1:53 AM

Stairs @ PooN House . Once Again . Completed .

I left home early today .

I went to Bugis wit Aunite Helen to buy Poon's B'day Present .

I hope Poon will like it . I believe she will .

As long as is i give de she sure like it .

Haha .... Tml poon gonna be wrkin wit me .

Yeah time gonna past fast . I got company le.

I met up wit Eelin and the rest after wrk .

We waitied for poon to reach home be4 headin to her house .

We sat at Citylink Polar . I ate apple crumble wit Vanilla oreo ice-cream.

We waited till Poon reach home .

We took Mrt to her house . We went to buy a mini cake for her at the cake shop nearby her house.

Intially we brought a cake at polar , but too bad tt cake melted .

Tt cake looks better then the wan we brought under he r blk.

The first wan we brought was white choco mousse .

Look great . haha .

Haha .. we sneak to her house but too bad .

Her mother la . Aiya .

Haha . Forget it . Anyway still fun & happy .

But reali "hot" .

We sat down at the usual grathering table at poon's house .

We ate lots of junk food . Haha .

Then i open the pack of seaweed .

Crazy ideas pop into my mind.

I start stickin the seaweed all over . Haha .

Then everyone was so into the seaweed thingy .

We start photo takin. Lolx .

W.y was the most craziest . haha .

Its reali a enjoyable day . Thks .

Love ya .

Leen .
12:53 AM

Wrk today was pretty great ..

Time passes fast ..

Haha .. Lets not talk bout wrk le ..

Tml is Poon 18th birthday ...

haha .. So fast , all of us turnin 18 le .

still remember the first time we met we were onli 15 .

Gosh 3yrs past reali fast .

It juz seems like ytd ..

hmm .. reali miss all the time we had .

Wonder wats my 18th birthday gonna be like .

Sian . Ppl kept askin me meet him .

I then dun wan to meet him .

Crazy idiots .

Lookin back a week juz past so fast .

Still remember last friday i was at Jermaine Chalet wit Wendy .

Ryan called me and we're so happy.

Well i've nv expected it to be a lie at all .

And now i'm left all alone .

Dun ever leave me alone . = no , i won't .

Is all a lie . Nv believe any promises .

Cause at the end of the day is all a lie .

I hate promises .

Dun ever make any promise if u noe u're not goin to fufil it .

U hurt me deeply .

Sick ...

One wrd . Men ar simply bastard .

Leen .
9:48 PM

I went out and now i'm home again ...

Fast ?? haha ..

I went to eat Ching Teng at Eastwood ,

then took bus 14 to 85 to eat .

Tt Eastwood market basically have nthin much nice to eat ,

except Ching Teng .

3/4 of the ppl there all eat Ching Teng .

They use to have a fried rice store veri nice to eat .

But now i think dun have le , all gone le .

Dunno go to where oso .

Too much Malay food store wun attract customer .

Chinese likes to eat chinese food , if they reali wan Malay food ,

they would have gone to Lau pat sat or Simpang Bedok .

So disappointed wit tt market .

Won be goin there so soon , unless i reali wans to eat tt Ching Teng .

This saturday i'll be takin over Aunite Helen place .

Gosh gonna be a reali "hot" day .

Sure sweat alot de.. better bring body spray after wrk spray .

Wait veri smelly .. Lolx !!

I try not to watch 9 o'clock or 7 o'clock show ,

i'm afraid i'll get addicted .

Then die , wrk how ??

9 o'clock still oki , finish wrk faster chiong home watch .

But 7 o'clock de cannot watch . Sian . Seems nice .

I still tot Monday was my last day of wrk then ,

ytd and today can watch the show .

I even prepare to find new job .

I think too much le , now still got lots of wrk to do ..

I muz budget le .. then can save up for holidays .

Yeah , holidays round the corner .

I'm so excited .

Waiting and still waiting ...

Leen .
9:46 PM

I'm juz back from my check-up .

No worries , i'm perfectly well .

I've detox almost all out .

I'm not veri sure . I can't reali understand wat the doc is tryin to tell me .

I juz noe i'm well , i need not go for anymore check-ups .

Tts real great . I hate to see a doctor .

Though the doc is a "lang zai" .

Haha .. I'm home wit my daddy alone .

The feeling is great , cuz my daddy wun irritates me .

As long as i dun snatch his tv. Haha .

I can sit infront of the com the whole day .

But i muz remember to bathe be4 mummy is back .

And get my things pack , be4 she start yellin at me again .

I gotta slp early tonight , gosh ..

I cant use the com tonight , i wonder wat can i do tonight .

Life for me seems pretty boring ,

except tt i can meet my babe . Or else everythin seems so bored .

Beside slpin , eating , wrkin , stayin at home listenin to my family nonsenses .

wat else ?? i go out wit my family they decide where to go not me .

Then wats the point . Sian .. My veri next off i dun think i wanna go out wit them .

Most proberly i'll be home alone , i muz fake sick .

When a person stays home too long , they feel bored .

But when they ar out for too long , they misses home.

I bet i misses home , eh not reali home ..

Mayb my com and my bed .

I seems to be dating my phone 24/7 .. tts the onli thing i've been stickin to every moment .

I nv like to tok to others at wrk , i juz kept lookin at my phone .

Sick...

I wonder izzit tt i'm so attractive to old ppl ..

y izzit tt always the older ppl like me more ...

Erm .. i mean men .

Ytd the driver for my company rang up my phone , his tryin to ask me out for tea .

Tts oki . But the moment he noes tt i'm wit another person he change his mind .

Wth , he muz be up to something . Gosh .

He say he fetch me home from wrk ,

but his stayin at Choa chu kang .

Insane .. am i stayin at bedok .

Gosh .. he says its oki , he can drive me tt pretty fast .

Wth .. i got legs can go home myself .

I appreciate it but no thks .

Sick.. I'm feelin real bored .

I juz shower bout 12plus .But i'm feelin so itchy .

ARGH ..

Theres nthin to eat at home , either later i go dinner wit daddy if he wans .

Or i go eat wit Poon . Sian .

I too lazy till i'm lazy to eat. Can u believe it ??

I guess i'm the laziest person on earth now .

Second muz be my daddy , his lyin on the sofa .

Watchin tv . I bet next he gonna grab some peanuts .

Haha .. home without mummy to everyon is freedom .

Can eat peanuts on the sofa . Can sit anywher i wan .

Lolx. During our june holidays trip i bet daddys home alone time muz be reali enjoyable .

No more naggin . All alone , can smoke till the whole house choke . Lolx.

I remember something , ytd when me and Poon was playin the trolley at Watson we saw sex thingy ,

Mayb its a vibrator or wat so ever , it cost $100 over . Gosh ..

Tts so ex , even if u buy a vibrator condom is not even tt ex .

And wit tt amount u can buy lots of dozen of condoms . Wth .

I wonder who will spent so much on sex .

Mayb onli those horny fellows bahx.

They need those money wasting thingy to pls them .

Sick..

I wonder y some ppl so thickskin ,

despite gettin yell by me , shouted at me .

Still wanna sms me , cal me .Wth .

Who will miss him , who needs him to care .

Wher got such gd things , mux be up to something . Got motive .

Kept smsin me , i dun wanna reply kept sendin .

Gosh , his sms free , his problem .

Mine too ex le . Crazy fellow .

Who will waste money to sms u . I dun even noe him , nv see be4 .

Wher the hell he get my no. i oso dunno .

Idiots . Sian . I needa go nap .

Too tired le . I slpt at 4plus this mornin and woke up at 10 plus .

Oh man ...

Leen .
1:31 PM

Though is rainin in the mornin , i still manage to go out wit Poon . We're suppose to go cyclin in the mornin , haha .. Again is becuz of me , we didn't manage to go . Sorry babe.

We went to Bugis , we walk round the whole of Bugis . Yet we didn't manage to get any flats . But Poon manage to get 4 tops . We went to took neoprint . Lolz. Its been long since i took it wit poon . Haha .

Our fav. time , we went to eat at a cafe Poon's bro intro us . Pretty gd . I'm feelin so relax wit Poon .

Wish upon a star ,

Romantic mahz ?? got candle . Dun misunderstood k .Lolx.

Wit the Menu ,

Me wit the Menu ..

Gosh it's chocolate Fondue ..

Browsin the menu ... Lookin for things to eat , too many to chose ..

Crazy Poon playin wit the chocolate ...

me playin it too ... I drew my name wit the chocolate ... Poon is jealous she wans it too , but too bad ..

she drew it too ugly le , so i help her wit it ...

Again shes jealous tt mine got a pretty face ..

so she erase hers and drew it again ...she makes a mess out of it , so she get the

lady to get her another plate ...there she finally got it done , but initally ,

she wanted to draw a no. 7 ...

I'm tuckin myself in the fondue ...

Crazy Poon , drew her name again ...

We went to meet S.T & Y.h at Bugis ..

Haha .. me & Y.H ....

S.T & Y.H ...

We're in the bus on our way home , haha ..

Y.H was force to take the pic wit us ... Lolx..

I'm so happy in the morning , but the mornin i'm home .. I dun feel happy at all . My sis yell at me . I wonder wats wrong . She wanted to use the com then say it . I off it yet shes not using , i tot she doesnt wan to use . So i on it to use again . There she goes shoutin at me . WTF .. I nv noe family love . I hate love . Y muz it be me plsin others ?? Y cant other pls me ?? I hate it .. If ever a day i kill myself dun feel sad , let me go . U shld feel happy , if i leave the wrld i shall feel free and happier . I'm feelin so unhappy .. LOve hurts me , family upsets me.

I still gotta wrk tml , i go rest . I shall not be bother bout anybodys problem anymore . Leave me alone .

=Let me go , i'll be free and happier . =

Leen .
10:30 PM

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