Bye ppl ..

i'm leaving in bout 6 hrs plus time .

see ya guys soon .

I'm gonna be all rite when i'm back .

Hopefully i can pick myself up .

Things over here is history then .

Leen .
12:12 AM

Y ??

Y muz ppl do tt to hurt me ??

U should have nv walked into my life .

Now u hurt me ,

u left me wit onli the sight of ur back view .

I love u so ,

i miss u so .

I try to walked into ur heart ,

but i'm nv able to .

Now i noe how hurt it feels .

I should have nv done tt to someone else .

Heaven is so unfair .

Y isn't me the one for u ??

Or y isn't u the one for me ??

I'm left wit nthin .

I wish i nv noe love .

It kills me .

I'm so devastated .

I cant see the road ahead .

It juz break my heart totally .

I felt this 2 yrs ago .

And now i feel it once again .

I cant control my emo .

U tore me into pieces ,

whose gonna pick me up ?

For some time i felt like a lil' princess in ur life ,

but now i felt worst than a slave .

Should i cry or not ??

I dun think i'm able to pick myself up at this moment .

Leave me alone for slience.

I appericate .

Thks .

Leen .
6:07 AM

Have been goin to poon place for 2 days le .

hmm ... i seriouly veri touched by her .

When i was slpin she sctually cover blanket for me .

So sweet and thoughtful .

Gonna leave Sg in 2 days .

Kinda pek chek .

I bet the whole wrld muz be avoiding me .

I've been askin round for money loan .

Kinda sad , seeing tt no one wans to lent me .

Nahz .

Heck .

if ppl dun wish to help me thne forget it .

I should help myself and learn to be strong .

I bet 2007 gonna be a gd yr .

I'm gonna take my olevel s.

Hehe .. though ppl took their o's at either 16 0r 17 .

But i took at 19 .

It' s oki .

Theres nv too late for learnin .

Haha .

Rain , rain .

When is the rain gonna stop ??

when is bai goin to talk to m e??

When is he goin to tell me the truth ??

Wishing for the best for 2007 .

Leen .
1:09 AM

I feel like killing myself la .

Is the third day i nv go to wrk le .

My gastric juz hurt like f*** .

Went to see a doctor juz now .

Feelin much better after takin the medication .

Hmm ..

AGRH !!

First , he told me tt he was attached .

Tt's okie .

Next he ask me to be his second gf .

I tot he wasn't seriously .

We were chattin happily ,

but when he realise i was goin wit bull to kl .

He was damn piss off .

He simply ignore me from then .

WTH .

I finally got a chance to talk to him .

I was like askin , y izzit tt he was so angry bout .

He doesnt wans to ans .

Then i say dun tell me u seriously like me ??

If not wtf should he be so angry bout.

He was like answerin me back : for me to noe , for u to find out .

F*** la .

This kind of ans better dun ans .

Haix.

Anyway , i dun think i'll be goin to mos till next yr .

So forget it .

I wun see him too .

Leen .
5:22 PM

Argh !!

I seriously dun understand wat u wan .

Wth .

Wats wrong .

Y should i get ignore for nthin ??

I'm seriously piss off .

Ass !!

Heck .

Tml poon gonna go for operation le.

My stomach still feelin bad .

I think i shit alot .

I shit bout 3 times at home ,

and 2 times at poon house.

Sickenin.

I dun wan to be unwell !!

Leen .
2:53 AM

I wonder if the feeling ar real ??

Y does it have to feel so real ??

I'm afraid it juz a empty promise .

I'm tryin my best not to believe or to accept it .

Hmm ..

I juz kept lookin at my phone ,

hopin tt he did call me or sms me .

Though i noe its stuipd , silly or watever .

I still do it .

I brought it upon myself .

I cant blame anyone .

I've to stay strong ,

i musn't fall for it .

I kept tellin myself ,

its a useless thing .

Haiz..

I'm still sick ,

flu , cough , gastric.

Wat more .

Haix..

Money is the boss .

Where can i get the boss ??

Hmm ..

Bull is currently not in sg .

I tot i would be happy .

But i'm wrong ,

is like so empty .

So weird ,

i cant meet a guy to hug or kiss ,

when i'm feelin lonely .

Y ??

It time to put all this aside and start preparing for wrk .

Leen .
10:36 PM

I noe i'm mean , i'm selfish .

I'm so sorry i juz couldn't control my emo .

I shouldn't have yell at ma babes .

She wasnt on purpose .

She oso wans to enjoy .

Who would wan this to happen !!

I'm so sorry bout it .

Wth .

Lots of quarrels wit my family recently .

Didnt wan to think too much bout it .

I'm seriously too sick of it .

It kepts repeatin and happening .

I seriously think tt i fancy old man .

Keke ..

First is mizan .

Now is bai .

Dun say i'm mad .

Old man give u better love .

Ermm ..

Mayb they see the wrld more than us .

I wish he was mine .

But i doubt it can ever happen la .

His attached .

But at least i still can be his second gf ..

Is alreadi veri gd .

Its better than nthin ??

Or i should have nthin instead .

Wat ever.

All i can do is see wats gonna happen next .

I cant force things to happen the way i wan .

Juz let it be .

Hmm ..

I kiss Bai tt day .

Kinda stuipd .

But since i've kiss him then its too late to save .

I'm playful , bitchy in the club .

But once the light is on .

Everything change .

Tt day went mos wit wy .

yeah juz the 2 of us .

Ther was this canadian guy .

He came to dance wit me .

I could feel tt his *tu* was hard .

Pls .. He was rubbin so close and hard .

Well .. Since his so *tu* .

I shall make him more high .

I play a little more wit him .

I use my hand and touch a little .

I could see tt he couldn't take it .

I play a little bit more wit him again .

Keke .

I bet he needs a hotel then .

Too bad , his fren was like rushin him off to somewhere else .

Whoo ..

Lucky me ..

His fren save me .

I play a little too much .

But i dun feel guilty at all .

For now ,

i juz have to enjoy abit more .

I'll nv noe when my enjoyment gonna end .

Leen .
4:53 PM

AGRH !!!

Endless mood swing ,

endless emo .

FO !!

BE prepared for tml looooooooonnnnnnnnnng post .

Today gonna be short .

No privacy .

Leen .
11:41 PM

Freaking irritated .

Wats love ??

Wats home ??

Wats home without love ??

Wth .

I should have juz killed myself .

I wonder y am i born into this wrld .

Am i born to get insulated and irritated ??

Ever wonder how hurt i felt ??

Have anyone count how much tears i have to shed a week ??

How much pain i have been goin through ??

Dun get emo ,

feelings ar useless ,

money is the boss .

Obviously i noe this .

Put urself in my shoe ,

gettin insulated indirectly ,

irritated everyday .

how ??

And its in ur home .

i should kill myself isn't it ??

yeah ..

Wth .

I juz have to sigh .

Fo !!

All i could do is club non-stop ,

drink non-stop .

I hate myself .

I hate the world .

Pls leave me alone .

Haix .. when i seriously need help u mia .

Forget it .

Leen .
9:43 PM

OMG !!

I cough till my chest damn pain .

I wonder my chest bone got crack anot .

Ytd went to Irwan's chalet .

Watch 2 show .

Kinda bored .

Cuz too many irritating fellow .

But i simply cant be bother .

I kept myself busy infront of the tv .

Keke .

Very selfish .

But its me .

Tml gonna be milkshake .

Hehe .

CLubbin time .

OMG !!

Beware of hip crasher !!

Haha ..

See ya tml .

Leen .
8:47 PM

Emo has been runnin wild .

I cant stand it .

I've been havin this stuipd damn emo thingy for bout 3 days le.

ARGH !!

So irritated .

I wish i can be alone .

Is not easy .

i try explaining myself to others .

But 1000 and 100 over explanation still wun help.

Some things juz cannot be understand over a night .

I wish i can hide myself .

Where nobody can see me ,

nobody can pester me .

hmm ..

Suck up .

Gonna prepare for wrk tml .

Sure gonna get yell by lao ban .

Lolx ..

Leen .
11:56 PM

I skip wrk again .

Pretty lazy .

Wy went missing .

ARGH !!!

Pls ppl will u stop askin me to club .

I'm so tempted .

I cant take it .

I musn't go today .

3 more days we'll be goin to milkshake.

Juz endure .

Save it .

ARGH !! ..

Leen .
10:30 PM

i noe i'm bloggin shit .

well .. i do have alot to say .

but i'm too lazy to blog .

hmm .. life has been goin up and down .

I felt like i'm sitting on a roller coaster .

But there seriously seems to be more down than ups .

Nahx . wat the heck .

Lets throw all this shit a side .

Now its time for more clubbin ,

buy more clubbin clothes .

Keke .

i can nv use the word chiongster on anyone .

Or i get shot !!

Wat ever it is ..

i'm facing serious finacial problem .

ARGH !!

I cant be bother wit wats happenin in my family .

Its simply none of my business.

I'm not being selfish .

Even i bother i have no say ,

i cant do much too .

Skip wrk for 2 days le .

Haha ...

Leen .
6:27 PM

I think i'm closing down my blog soon.

I'm too lazy to blog ,

no com to blog .

Now i love clubbin ,

love actin loner .

Haha !!

See ma babes at milkshake !!

Leen .
6:22 PM

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