Reveal the secrets from behind the mask ..

Secrets behind the mask .

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Saturday ,

went shoppin wit mummy .

I tried many times tellin her .

But when i'm bout to say it out loud .

I take back all my wrds ,

gosh ~ i'm coward .

ARGH !!

Then went Geylang to eat supper .

W.y call and said tt they wanted to go Thai Disco .

Pretty tired , but i still go .

In the end , POong Gf cant enter ,

so they changed to Party world .

Hmm .. so shock to see Eugene lee inside too .

ARGH !!! Guess wat , his Poong fren .

The wrld is so small ,

of all ppl u met , is always the wan u nv like .

Those tt u wanted to see has nv appear be4 .

Kao .

Ah liang was ther too , we drink quite alot .

I guess Ah liang was a little drunk .

W.y hug him , he hug W.y .

They both too high le .

Haven been stuck home this whole days cleaning up the house .

No choice , this is my way to earn pocket money .

Mayb tml droppin by to auntie warehouse do some wrk and get some cash .

ARGH !!

i'm penniless !!

Anybody care to feed me ??

Haha .. i have been slpin veri early and wakin up veri early everyday .

Hmm .. so tml wun be a problem wakin up to go .

= < broke !!

Leen .
1:46 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Today mummy annouced tt we'll be goin to Tawian after CNY .

How am i goin to tell her when she said tt ??

Should i juZ give up the hope of studyin ??

ANd juz slog for the rest of my life ??

Or should i pluck up my tiny courage to ask her ??

SOmetime i feel like giving up ,

but the moment i think bout my future .

I tell myself i musn't give up .

I muz be someone useful ,

for my love one i shall wrk hard .

Its reali tough keepin it .

I should juz ask her ,

at least after i have ask her , i got an answer.

Be it yes or no , at least i can plan wat i shld do next .

Unlike now , stuck in no where .

But i'm afraid she may say no to it .

She may pour wet blanket .

Haiz.. sometime mummy is reali hard to understand .

SOmetimes she loves me alot ,

sometimes she super fierce to me.

She even want to buy me the Lancome foundation tt shes using now.

I love mummy , i love daddy .

Mummy and daddy , dun get along .

I try my best to pair them up .

Sometimes when i see daddy get yell by mummy ,

my heart seriously break.

The sight of daddy wrkin so hard for us , reali breaks my hearts.

Family love is always the most important things to me .

Without them i'm nthing .

Daddy b'dae is next mth ,

i feel like bringin him out .

But i have to courage to tell him .

Treating the person u love gd , isn't easy .

i'm too emotional .

I hopes to be strong .

I'm tryin to be strong .

I regret too much .

I've countless regret .

But for one thing i noe ,

i try to make myself live better than the past .

I nv wanna look back at my regrets.

But i cant , i cant forgive myself for not studyin hard in the past .

My reackless behaviour ,

my F.O atittude .

WTH .. I'm so bad in the past
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FOr all those i've hurt , i'm seriously sorry .

I'm changin to be a better person .

I'll be a great person in the future .

For those hu look down on me !!

We shall see ...

Leen .
5:50 AM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Hari Raya eve ,

i was sick .

Sux .

Stuipd haze , yucks !

Bull came to fetch me ,

went to meet Aziwan .

Walked from Aziwan house to Ashari house .

BOring rite ???

Haha .. = p

Aiya , we went to play pool .

Look at Ashari , his stomach become smaller .

Life mux be tough in NS !!

But look at Aziwan his gettin fatter ..

I think once after P.O.P ,

veri relax , then all the fats grow back .

Haha .. Bull is one of the best example .

I went back to life in the olden days ,

sit at void decks , play cards !!

Yucks , i'm chao ah lian !!

No no , i dun wan .

I wanna be sweet and demure .

Haha !! TRyin to act .

Let me introduce my frens .

Mr. Ashari , father of one .

Currently serving NS , using 8250 . = poor !!

Short , round tummy , big eyes .

His gd in playin cards ,

gd in playin pool .

Lousy in sex .

Mr. Aziwan , attached .

But tryin to be a two timer , but he fails to do so .

Loser !!

Currently serving NS too .

Likes to wear red ,

sweat alot .

Like to use my tissue .

Always late , full of shit excuses .

Forever smelly leg .

Hehe .. =p

I lost and Bull is helping me to do push up .

Poor him ,

my is heart breaking .

Haha ..

Oh ya , for Bull i dun wan to introduce .

Act secretive !!

Leen .
10:11 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006

Some random event happening this mth .

Hmm .. if i'm not wrong i took this pic wit him at PP .

Shld be the b'dae dinner day .

Went PP wit Mummy , Ah jie , Him & Ah Gang .

It's a b'dae treat from Ah jie .

2 person on the same day ,

me & mummy .

1 on the 14th , which is him .
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Went vivo city , can't reali remember which day .

But i remember one thing bout vivo city for sure !!

SUPER CROWDED !!

Oh man !!

It's like as though the crowd from Orchard all goes there .

Too crowded to walk ,

but alot of shops .

Hehe .. they have my fav. Candy empire !

Hehe .. we're irresistable loving rite ??

Dun be jealous .

Leen .
5:55 AM

hehe ..

it's my b'dae at Sakae !!

Finally i'm legally 18 !!

Clubbing time ,

legal age to buy alchol and cigrattes !!

hehe .. = p

W.y dun be jealous !!

I can watch M18 !!

I'm 18 !!

I'm proud to be 18 !!

Haha !! smiling happily to W.y ,

cuz i'm 18 and shes 17 !!!

Shes still sweet 17 !!

Aiyooo ... poor W.y !!

No worries , ur big day coming !!

HAha !!

Yeah .. yeah . It's me !!!

ARGH !!

Sakae reali got 'tuipd waitress ,

i told her i wan 5 slices of watermelon .

Juz now for 5 of us ,

guess wat !!

She got 5 serving ,

which is 15 slices ..

3 slices per serving , so dumb of her !!

I start eating ,

Still okie ..

Starting to feel full , feel like vomiting .

But for my BIG present i've to eat !!

Counting how many more pieces to go !!

ARGH !!

Idiot Poon i eat watermelon ,

she make-up !!

Hehe .. finally i finish all .

But i onli ate 10 slices ,

cuz tt other 5 ,

first , either S.t or F.s ate ,

second , i drop it ,

third , i throw away ,

four , i purposely drop ,

fifth , i purposely drop again !!

Hehe !!

See we ate alot bahx !!

Totally we ate bout 5o over plates nearly to 60 .

Should be 60 le , plus some they put 3 serving in 1 plates .

Oh man !! Oh ya , still got miso soup , chiwanmusi ??

Oh man !! we ate alot !!

Haha ..

Sakae gave me a b'dae gift !!

Sakae notebook !!

Walk ard , hang ard ,

then went to scotts to eat .

Poon bought me cakes from coffee bean .

So sweeeet of her , she bought me , butter cake ??

i'm not sure .

I loveee it , thks babe !!

I enjoy my 18 b'dae .

thks babes !!

Leen .
2:53 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

My blog is rottin le .

guess nobody gonna read my blog le .

cuz each and everytime when they view my blog ,

they still see the same old thing .

no changes , no updating .

hmm .. its not my fault .

So pls dun blame me k .

My com is the problem .

i'm not able to log in to blogger and upload any pic .

WTH . ARGH .

Was suppose to go cycling today .

All Binti's fault , she a damn it "F***" ,

she went to lock the bike , she took w.y remote control .

She went to tell w.y mum tt she sneak out at nite !!

ARGH !! no choice , so we went to w.y house .

Tt's the reason y i'm able to blog .

Recently have been contactin Bull ,

i wonder if the reason y i cant help myself to love another guy izzit him ??

I feel comfortable and so myself when i'm wit him .

Should i give myself another chance to this relationship ??

I was thinkin if he can find a proper job after ord ,

he can settle down , wrk hard , earn enough money for living.

Then its okie .

But for one thing which is i dun wanna convert to a muslim .

sorry .. i'm not racist .

but if i'm a muslim i can nv go and pray for my grand father , or grand mother ??

izzit ?? nahx ... no way .

haix , fate has brought us together .

but .. i wonder its real .

haix.. sometimes i feel like cryin !!

= troubled wit love =

Leen .
3:07 AM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hmm .. so sian .

Rotting le .

Feel like goin out ,

but no where to go .

Will anybody ask me out ??

Leen .
8:29 PM

Monday, October 16, 2006

hmm ..

have been cycling , meeting babe .

Oh ya met aziwan & bull , went out together .

Went MOS wit sis , poon , wy , jasmine , & marie .

Thks , violet !! I enjoy clubbing too !! =p

Hopefully i've the chance to go wit ya .

This few day i'm gonna be home , have to do all the chores .

Sux . ARGH !!

Gotta bear wit it , 3 days .

Oh ya the b'day pic , haha !!

Load another time bahx .

Leen .
7:00 AM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

I had a wonderful 18th b'day wit my babes .

Thks babes !! i'm lovin it !!

Haven had any chance to load the pics should be loadin it another time .

Anyway we went to eat at Sakae Sushi .

I got a Sakae note book as a gift from Sakae .

Haha =p special rite ??

hehe . Met up wit bull last nite ,

went to eat at the coffee shop near TRE .

Then met up wit Aziwan .

Oki , his clever enough not to mention bout Poon !!

i think his afraid tt i did yell at him .

But i kinda hate him , pity him .

Got some mixed feelin bout him .

He seems oki la , well i still have to see Aziwan this FRiday .

Its bull b'day no choice , bull wans to go cycling .

He wans Aziwan to go , i've no choice .

Nvm . Anyway is his b'day , and 1 day onli , so forget it .

Oh .. then we went to mustafa after eating .

hehe .. Bull bought me MP3 for my b'day .

Thks .

I love all the things u guys have done for me !!

Hehe .. thks .

I found tt i'm still have some feelings for him .

I dunno wat should i do next .

His super nice to me , we've feeling for each other .

My family likes him , but his family doesnt likes me .

Y isnt he a chinese ??

If his a chinese thigs gonna be great .

haix..i dun wan think too much bout all this .

WTH ..

Turnin it soon .

Leen .
7:44 AM

Monday, October 09, 2006

Today is me & mummy b'day .

So excited , meeting my babes later .

I finish watchin tree of heavens le .

Super nice and sad, every episode oso veri exciting .

Recently got no much show to watch le .

I dun think i wan to watch Jerry - the hospital.

Heard from wy not veri nice .

hehe =p juz came back from cycling .

This time wit Sheng hua .

His a little irritating .

Haha ..

Wonder if later can wake up .

I wan to watch "heart" , but sg like nv show le.

KL show le , should have watched it tt day .

Nvm ask ppl help me buy from JB .

I'm so happy .

Thks everyone !!

Leen .
7:09 AM

Sunday, October 08, 2006

"my heart"

Leen .
11:32 PM

Went out wit mummy , cyndi , uncle & bull .

We went to parkway , saw Mabel at parkway Starhub shop .

Didn't tok to her , juz smile and wave .

Then we went to had our dinner at suki sushi .

Oki , not bad .

Gosh ~ the PSI super high .

I think i wanna buy mask le .

Lolx , ask poon to steal for hospital de .

Haha .

Met up wit Poon & Wy .

As usual we went cycling again .

This time we saw Sheng hua .

But nv hang ard .

He went home first wit his collegue .

Bout 6 am we went to blk 16 market and eat .

WTH the "dou hua " water stall not open .

We call Sheng hua if he wan to meet us for breakfast,

if he wans we can go over his house there the market and eat .

He said yes , so we brought "you tiao " from blk 16 market then cycle to blk 59 market .

Crazy rite ??

We waited under Sheng hua blk , then we cycle together to the market .

Lolx , i gave poon a scary ride !!

haha ..

This Sheng hua super thickskin , he ask poon to ride him home .

Haha .. too bad poon has to ride him home .

Super tired , veri long nv cycle now abit lazy .

Tonight will be meeting them again .

Hehe .. this time wit Sheng hua bahx .

oOh ya now rushing to finish my show .

1 more episode !!

Leen .
7:45 AM

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Have been watchin this show recently .

Go watch it at youtube too .

Title is called , Tree of heaven .

I find it sad , i cant imagine if i'm like her .

Gosh ..

Haven been bloggin , simply too lazy .

But i musnt let my blog rot .

The post on my trip to kl is a little too boring .

I dunno wat to write .

I think the pics says it all bahz.

During the times at KL i'm binti cum robert .

But its all rite .

I reali love the time in KL ..

Most importantly i love POON !!

So sad tt she've got a bf .

I'm gonna be super lonely .

Hmm ..

Some things wrong wit my thumb drive ,

and i've juz got my com reformatted .

Erm.. its like a normal routine for me .

I does tt almost everytime .

So for the time being i cant load any pic .

Haha .. I actually took a pic of a guy at the library tt day .

Mummy wasn't aware though shes juz sitting beside me .

Haha ..

Can't wait to show u the pic i took recently .

Oh ya .. Went out wit bull tt day .

We went to watch little man , and went to ECp .

No worries , nthin happen .

We're over .

Its all in the past .

I still can be his fren , so no worries .

Tml gonna meet him again , mummy invited him for a dinner party .

But bull doesn't noe anything bout it .

He tot tt is juz a normal date wit me and him .

My mum likes him alot , anyway his b'day is jux 5 days after mine & mummys.

So mummy invited him along .

Today i went tm to company mummy buy her phone .

Shes a little bit fussy .

So we took quite a long time to chose .

HAha .. Came home a little late .

Wonder tml gonna wear wat .

Its me , mummy's & bull's b'day dinner .

Oh ya dun forget bout my lovely YUan Yuan .

Its his b'day too .

His 1 yrs old le !!

Hehe .. Poon !! Dun u ever dare pull yuan yuan's fur !!!

SO excited monday gonna go Sakae and eat wit babes !!

Hehe .. its gonna be my best b'day !!!

Leen .
2:38 AM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

24 sept .. 25 sept ...

Poon came to fetch me under my blk .

Hehe .. i'm lucky , she always fetch me .

Get on the cab , feelin super excited .

Haha .. reach Golden mile .

Got our bus plate no. , wait at the bus stop .

Finally get on the bus ,

cant get to slp .

I kept disturbing Poon .

Lolx. She muz be real piss off .

We left Sg at bout 12 am .

Finally 2 am we reach Yong Peng . "erm shld be spell like this .. eh ppl hu takes bus to kl or Genting shld noe where la , the place where the bus driver will stop to let u eat . "

I bought a big pau , i swear is reali a REAL BIG PAU .

And is nicer than those in SG coffeeshop .

There wasn't much ppl in the bus , so we merely stop for 15 mins .

I guess theres onli like 4 guys , 3 gals , including me and poon .

So a 18 seater business class bus wit 7 passenger . HAha ..

Super spacious . I find myself dumb , cuz i tot tt it wouldn't be too cold so i did not brought my jacket along .

But in the end i'm kinda cold , but i did not tell poon at all .

Imagine if i'm gonna tell her then she gonna give me her jacket .

Nahx.. i'm not gonna do tt .

Finally i fall aslp ..

At 5 am ..

Open my eyes .. i open abit of the curtain and finally i saw KL ..

hehe .. i then woke poon up . Pack up .

Drop off at Puduraya .

Should have drop off at Swiss Garden hotel .

Guess wat, imagine droppin off at Puduraya ,

wit 10 taxi drivers , crowding ard u .

Is like we ar been force to take their cab and hu shld we chose ??

Imagine i chose A then B not happy how ??

So we discuss a little .. then i ask one of the driver how much izzit to go Bukit Bintang .

Then he reply : RM 20 !!

I was like.. CRAZY . Super ex !!

Is onli walking distance . Mid nite oso nv so ex lo .

All tryin to cheat our money .

So ppl next time if go KL remember RM 5 enough le .

Dun let them cheat u .

But too bad la .. me and poon still got cheat .

RM 10 !! Sux .

Forget it extra RM 5 . SGD $2.50 .

The price of us board the cab and close the door .

Haha ..

Kinda piss off , my reservation for Agora wasn't available .

Super piss , i make a call from SG to KL .

Forget it , plus the receptionist super atittude .

We juz check in our laugage then went to eat Mcdonalds.

After finish eating is onli 6 plus in the morning .

So we walked down to Jalan Alor .

We went to see if theres room for Seasons hotel , gosh ~~ we are lucky .

We manage to get a room . We went to get out laugage , but onli can check in laugage .

Oh ya is onli 6 plus in the morning , so we cant check in the earliest is 11am .

So i suggested to go KLCC and get the ticket for skybridge .

We took a cab there , i was damn excited .

The last time i was ther the ticket was all given out .

I tot tt i may be the first in the queue .

Guess wat ?? the worst has happen .

I reach there and found tt its not open on MONDAY !!! ARGH !!

So too bad , we went to KLCC shoppin centre and found some where to sit down .

We sat in front of Marc Jacobs . HEhe ..

All the shop was close . No choice , so pathetic , can onli take pics of all the close shops .

Retarted rite ?? looking at close shops .
Oh ya .. i still have alot of pics . But i onli chose 2 ..

So bored , walk ard the garden behind KLCC . Look at tt pic wit the reflection of the bulidings .
Cool rite ??

Oh ya the pic below is Kuala Lumpur convention centre .

Look like fake Esplanade or fake Sydney opera house .

Damn bored , and is onli 7 am in the morning .

So we walked from KLCC to Times Square .

But the shit thing is tt we walked a extreme big round .

Damn it so sweaty and hot . ARGH !!

Super pek chek .

Finally reach Times Square .

None of the shop ar open except Starbucks .

So tts the onli place we can go , plus is comfortable and we need a coffee too .

We nap awhile , then woke up feelin much more better .

Oh ya .. We've got Today newspaper .

They've got The Sun newspaper .

Went to get a hair cut .

Oh man !! i feel super great after tt .

Imagine RM 25 , blow , wash and cut .

At Kimarie , and its regardless of length .

Great rite ?? Super cheap .

Although i juz trim my frindge but i sitll find it worth .

Imagine at tt point of time i couldn't bathe , super sleepy .

Then i pay RM 25 can wash hair , cut , blow and most important rest !!!

I went to make a new pair of specs , oso went to look for Yen .

After 3 mths of not seeing her , she haven change .

Still as vain as ever . Lolx.

Super hungry , super tired , super moody .

So we went to eat at a hk cafe inside Times Square .

Look we look super shag .

After we took our specs ,

first thing we do is rush back to our hotel and check in .

Gosh ~~ super shiok . Reach the hotel , throw everything on the floor then nap .

Woke up bout a hr later , shower then went to Sungnei Wang plaza Giant .

Super stuipd , imagine the Giant hidden below the department store .

Ppl who have nv been there 100% can't find it .

When to buy KFC and Mcdonalds for dinner .

Then when back to hotel , first thing - eat .

Shower , watch some show then slp .

Gonna die .. damn tired .

Haha .. but lucky our hotel service is super gd.

For Rm 100 , u've got Astro channel and free breakfast everyday .

26 sept ...

Woke up super early , eh if i'm not wrong 6:30 am .

Haha . Shower , change , put on make up and off we go .

Great feelin , need not pack bed .

Nobodys gonna nag at me early in the morning . Hehe .

Had our free breakfast at the cafe .

The portion was gd , can keep up full for some times .

hehe .. we look better than ytd ??

When we reached there , alot of ppl were alreadi waiting .

Then there was 2 guys infront of us .

The tall guy was like tellin the short guy :

Wat if when its our turn to get the ticket then they say something like , "thank u for coming , all our tickets ar given out . Hope to see u tml . "

AGRH !! i was like "shut ur bloody mouth !!"

I'm alreadi so worried tt we might not be able to get the ticket yet his sayin things like tt .

SUAY !!

Luckily we manage to get our tickets .

Hehe .. we got the 9:30 am tickets .

Its onli 9am .

So we wait at the exhibtion centre .

Hehe .. see alot of Angmoh !!

Haha .. For once i feel reali small !!

HAha .. HIS BIG !!!

Look i'm finally on the skybridge .

The greatest scenery of KL !!

Hey , its POON !!

It's me !!

hehe .. his my man !!

His definitely a hunk .

Too bad this the best shot we have .

Other than tt is his back view ...

I bought 2 flats .. I wanted the turqoise colour .

But too bad , last pair .

Hehe .. i found mummy's restaurant .

Went to watch Miami vice .

hehe .. the movie rate over ther is bout RM 8 .

Cheap rite ??

Super cold in the cinema ..

We drank too much water .

Lolx . We ran out of the cinema and went to the toilet .

Haha .. Poon use the mini toilet bowl !!

Then we watched another movie , U , me & dupree .

The outer of KLCC ..

We went Times Square again ,

this time we did lots of shopping .

Oh man , we bought like 10 over bags of things .

This time round Yen brought us to a HK cafe ,

i swear the food there is super nice .

27 sept ..

We woke up and went to the Hk cafe ..

This spicy fishball is the best fishball , anyone has ever taste .

Super spicy , super nice .

Look at how she eats u noe is GD !!!

Oh ya .. Poon was having tummy ache , so we got no choice have to go to the nearest toilet .

Which was , Plaza low Yat .

U guess wat ?? 50 cens ..

Super ex sia .

SG wher got toilet $0.25 .

Siao .. some more not super clean .

Then went to Sungei Wang Plaza and walk .

Guess wat we've found ??

Shin's Restaurant ..

Lolx. The shop owner doesn't noe tt we're takin pic .

Did alot of shoppin . Again .

Then we went to Puduraya to get our bus ticket then walk over to Petaling street .

Did quite alot of shoppin , the night market is much better than those in SG .

Alot of things to buy .

But we're suay ,

tt nite ther was a raid .

We were shock , we don noe wat was happening .

Someone from the left shouted and everyone juz zip up al their things .

Oh man !! They were super fast .

Intially they were selling fake LV bag , then the next moment they sell twin tower ..

LOlx. =p

Went back quite late tt nite .

Da bao ba ku teh .

Oki la , too bitter le , but alot of meat in the soup .

Still quite oki .

28 sept ..

Again we went Hk cafe .

The ppl muz have see us till sian , we go ther everyday .

Lolx . But its too nice and its cheap .

Plus we are lazy to think of where to eat .

So lets settle our meal over there .

oh .. we went Sungei Wang again , babe is doin her hair today .