Super freak out .
Ytd was like the worst day of my life .
I rather i'm drunk .
Not gettin drunk enough ,
yet my head spins and my gastric hurts like wat .
Omg .
Mayb if i'm drunk i wun feel all this .
Its juz too painful .
I felt like i almost die .
I almost cry my lungs out too .
Its like me and wy were cryin together .
Gosh . i'm so touched .
I found a fren hu laugh and cry together wit me .
I'm lucky , i bet without poon and wy moral support i did die .
Its too painful , juz so unbearable .
I throw out all my emo and everything .
I can't give a damn le .
Juz have to cry out loud .
At least it makes me feel better in a way la .
We went to eat at a hk cafe at katong then cab home .
Then cab to wy house and walk to ecp together .
Then walked back from ecp to home .
Omg .
I over wrk lo.
I came home body damn numb .
Can't slp no matter wat i do .
Damn fed up .
Talk to jong .
I wish Jong could settle his wrk soon la .
Pls bring me to taiwan .
Even though i may not love u ,
i may not be ur gf .
But feelings can develop .
I promise i will make myself love u deeply if u bring me wit u .
U told me u like me .
Wth , i nv knew it .
I always tot tt u like my fren .
And ya , me and bull its over .
It's all in the past le .
So dun bring it up la .
And pls .
So wat if bull had my everything .
COme on we've been together for 2 yrs le .
I nv even knew bout ur feeling s.
Y should u have my everything .
Ass la .
U nv knew how terrible i felt .
Be it physical and emotional .
Both juz hurts .
I couldn't slp lo .
Was like wth ,
for almost to 24 hrs i nv slp lo .
I think i dyin le la .
Tok to alan .
Try to help him out .
I mean its like i noe how much he love poon .
And obviously i love poon to be happy .
I wouldn't want her to be hurt or wat .
I'm tryin to help u .
BUt theres always a limit la .
I can help u , but how far ??
the rest its up to u .
Its up to u to wrk hard .
Finally i slpt at 4 plus .
Then at 9 plus this alan call .
Omg .
Problem again .
I'm not findin him irritatin or wat la .
But i find him stupid la .
The matter was like damn small lo.
It can be settle easily lo .
Why make till everyone so unhappy ??
y muz make till poon shout , poon cry ??
Sometimes man ar stuipd ass la .
I feelin damn unwell la .
I wanted to get ricky no. lo.
This stupid derrek nv give me .
Idiot .
Forget it la .
I alreadi gave him mine .
Its up to him to contact me la .
But seriously his a nice chap .
I mean will any guy tt u onli met once tell u his dad name ??
Lolx .
Ytd poon went mos juz to slp lo .
She slpt at my cosy lap .
haha .
Then me and wy was like cryin when shes slpin .
Then this bartander came .
Then he wanted to help me throw my tissue ,
i say no .
I mean its like i blow my nose wit tt tissue ,
then i make ppl throw veri wat rite .
Then i think the bartander noe we cry ,
he went to take alot of tissue for us .
Lolx .
But it was heart warming la .
Wit my babes .
I'm so glad .
= I nv wanna get drunk anymore =
Y
Leen .