I'm so proud of myself .
I went joggin today .
Kinda retarted la .
6 am in the mornin ,
joggin at staduim .
Actually i'm tryin to train myself to have determination and discpline.
When i'm runnin ,
though i'm dead tired ,
but i would tell myself i could do it .
I muz do .
I would rather wrk hard , feel tired now .
Then forever .
Be it i run fast or slow ,
wat matter is at least i ran .
I try my best .
Rather than tellin myself ,
i cant do it la .
I will die la ,
i'm slow la .
Wat so ever shit .
It all shit excuses .
I went online tt day ,
happen to see a puppy .
I reali like .
But too bad ,
its not in sg .
Though its not ex ,
bout less than $200 .
U could get it ship here .
But the thing is ,
now i'm not wrkin .
I got no income to take care of my puppy .
Wat if my puppy fall sick ,
and where will the food money come from .
Groomin money .
Havin a pet , its not easy .
U not onli the heart ,
U need the $$$ too .
I wish i could have the puppy .
Though mummy wans to buy for me .
BUt i should reali think bout it .
My first aim now is not overcome any emo ,
and wrk reali hard .
Dun be afraid .
Dun be shy .
Wrk is for $$$ ,
dun give a damn bout others .
Once i wrk hard enough ,
wit stable income and etc.
I will get tt puppy .
It'll be mine one day .
I wanna a companion .
Pls be mine .
I'll love u so .
Y
Leen .