I was so bad last nite ,
i was suppose to go out wit ah poon .
But yet , i fall aslp .
Ah poon reali sorry .
I wasn't on purpose .
I didnt noe tt i would fall so deeply aslp .
I went to lie on the sofa at 9 something ,
then the moment i wakeup i realise is 1 something .
Omg .
So sorry .
I slp pretty well last nite ,
except tt i cry alot in my dreams .
I could feel tt i'm cryin out loud .
I'm struggling .
I remember something like i'm crying out to Jong or who .
I think i'm beggin him to bring me away .
Sad to say .
I wish i could leave SG .
Though lots of love , fun and care .
Somehow or wat i chose to leave if i can .
I cry so hard .
I cry till pain .
I promise not to think of love .
It ain't easy ,
times i feel like meeting bull ,
tellin him how much i love him and need him .
But i didn't .
I told myself i shouldn't .
Love is damn shit la .
Nthin gd , onli pain .
Didn't go out today ,
was suppose to meet wy in the mornin but in the end drag till sian dun wanna go le .
Haha .. veri lazy .
Juz feel like sitting infront of the com onli .
Jong Jong - pls make me urs la .
Y
Leen .