Gosh .
I finally meet poon and wy .
Yeah !!
So glad to see them .
Went over to look for s.t .
Kinda stuipd cuz we didn't have any patient to shop ard .
So we went to mos burger and sit there like for 2 hrs .
Juz to wait for s.t to finish wrk .
But it was fun la .
Tok alot , eat alot and laugh alot .
Then went over to s.t house .
ALot of unhappy things happy .
Dun reali wish to mention la .
Dun wanna think bout it .
Chat alot wit s.t la .
Hopefully s.t wouldn't disappoint me .
Hopefully she reali take me as her real fren la .
Dun make my instictin come true .
Wonders wats happen tml .
GOt some kinda bad feeling .
Juz hope tt things can be more pleasant.
I love poon and wy damn much .
Wanna hug and kiss them .
Cannot la .
WAit ppl misunderstood how ??
think alot la .
I own poon alot of money .
Feel seriously bad .
I make her wrk so bloody hard.
Then i nv wrk .
Wat kind of fren am i ??
Shouldn't i share her burden .
Reali sad and disappointed in myself .
I duno y i so lack of discpline .
I couldn't be like poon .
I should slap myself real hard and awake .
Its time i should wrk hard .
I have enjoy tooo much .
Way tooo much .
I've let too many ppl down .
I should give myself an aim.
I muz break up wit bull .
And wrk reali hard .
I muz save till at least 1000 dollars .
SGD money , then i can patch wit bull if i still love him .
I seriously have to let go le .
It's been draggin me too much .
If i still carry on i could have drown .
SO its time i catch the float and let him off .
ANd its time for heart ache .
And time for me to change .
Y
Leen .