Suddenly i felt like a mountain tortoise .
I duno reali noe much bout the wrld .
Is as though i juz woke up from a coma .
I lost my frens and everythin .
Scaryyyyyyyy .
Wheres poon and wy ??
We've not been contactin for days .
Ar we drifted ??
Y does poon says tt friends turn to foes .
Is she sayin someone else or me ??
Y hasn't she call me ??
or y didn't i call her .
Hmm .. anyway i reali miss them sooooooo much .
I got 2 cut on 2 different finger .
yikes .
I got my nails cut durin wrk ,
it bleeds and now .
i lost 1/8 of my nails .
DAmn pain la .
Imagine nail bed wit nails .
Yikes , juz the flesh .
hurts .
Got my another finger stuck at the my frigde ,
while tryin to clean and i pull it out .
And the skin came off .
Oucchhhh ...
Tt hurts alot too .
I try cuttin my F*** "chicken eye " ,
ouchhh again .
Bloody hell pain la .
I hurt myself alot recently .
I miss bull , i nv seen him for days ,
haven been contacting him for days .
Sob sob .
No kisses , no huggies .
BOred .
Yeah , anyway this damn ass amin .
Kept msgin me recently .
ya ... same old reason .
SEX .
Wth , lust .
Fuck off .
Get ur bloody gf to help u then .
Wat u take me as .
U need sex ,
u kept comin to me for it .
Wat u take me for ,
when i needed help the most .
U turn me off .
So ya .
Karma !!
Tt's how the wrld wrks .
I'm not any small kid anymore .
Onces bitten ,
twice shy .
Izzit ??
Aiya .. the phrase ..
is something like tt la .
u all noe de la .
Need not be so specific .
And its my blog i noe can le .
Anyway ,
I'm not any dumb ass anymore ,
i understand wat life is .
Sex can be fun but ...
sex can turn into a mistake too .
I still have bull to satisifed me .
SO its okie .
I wish i didnt noe him from the first place .
Each and everytime i heard bout things from tre ppl .
I reali find it sux la .
I cant take it when i see ppl i hate ,
do better than me .
Erm .. i dun mean looks .
Erm .. not in terms of money .
ya .. anyway tt bloody F*** aziwan got his motor licence and bike .
Ya so ..
I can't stand it seeing tt bitch gettin gd life .
Ermm .. i mean gettin high and gd wit aziwan .
And i wish aziwan stay poor for his rest of his life .
U noe y ,
cuz i cant stand the way he look down on others .
Especially his besties .
And most important he back stab others .
DAmn ass hypocrite .
I curse him to fall off the bike wit tt bitch .
BLahx .
God i'll do more gd deeds to cover the swearing of others .
how bout i go sweep the temple floor ??
Hehe ...
I wish bull can be bless and be rich .
I wan ppl ard me to have gd life .
Pls ..
god bless ,
first me , richer , prettier , slimmer and smarter .
Second my family , all can be rich rich .
Third poon can be rich rich , have a gd relationship and always pass her exam .
Fourth wy , stay rich forever , be pretty forever and her dreams come true la .
pls la .
me , ah jie , mummy , laopa , uncle , poon , bull & wy onlie .
Not alot rite .
Pls bless us .
Thkx .
Y
Leen .