I miss bull sooo much la .
Suddenly i feel sooo damn in love wit bull .
Tots after tots ,
i finally come to a conclusion .
I should live for myself and not others .
I should not throw my ass damn emo over my family .
I should wrk fuckin hard ,
onli then my dreams would be fufil .
Though times mayb tough ,
i juz got to endure .
No one in the wrld succed without goin through hard wrk .
Money will nv drop from the sky ,
dreams can nv come to u automatically .
U have to go search for it .
Jiayou man .