God pls bless me wit a job soon .
I mean like tml ??
I've no idea wat to do .
Tml shall go for job interviews .
Hopefully i can get a job asap .
I dun wish to wander ard anymore .
I need lots of $$$ .
I juz came to realise , my relationship may come to an end .
Mummy ask me ,
do i reali think tt bull is the one for me ??
ar we able to make it to be together??
Is he or his family able to accept tt i'm may not convert to a muslim ??
Is he willing to be chinese like me ??
Is he able to support me ??
Can he give me the life i wan ??
Even if we can ...
but in future , how 'bout our children ??
will the children be a muslim or chinese ??
If eg. i did not convert to a muslim or he did not turn to a chinese ??
Will tt cause us a problem ??
Wth .
Love is not everythin ,
theres too much to consider in love .
So Fucking forget bout love .
KNN .
I didn't like to use the K** wrds .
But too freakin piss la .
Can't help it .
Haix..
Ytd was chattin wit poon on msn ,
lolx , we were chattin bout sex .
Now times have change .
Topic change too .
She's troubled too ,
so am i .
Juz have to stood by each other when ever we can .
Wat more can i do .
Sian .
Y
Leen .