I wonder if the feeling ar real ??
Y does it have to feel so real ??
I'm afraid it juz a empty promise .
I'm tryin my best not to believe or to accept it .
Hmm ..
I juz kept lookin at my phone ,
hopin tt he did call me or sms me .
Though i noe its stuipd , silly or watever .
I still do it .
I brought it upon myself .
I cant blame anyone .
I've to stay strong ,
i musn't fall for it .
I kept tellin myself ,
its a useless thing .
Haiz..
I'm still sick ,
flu , cough , gastric.
Wat more .
Haix..
Money is the boss .
Where can i get the boss ??
Hmm ..
Bull is currently not in sg .
I tot i would be happy .
But i'm wrong ,
is like so empty .
So weird ,
i cant meet a guy to hug or kiss ,
when i'm feelin lonely .
Y ??
It time to put all this aside and start preparing for wrk .
Y
Leen .