I noe i'm mean , i'm selfish .
I'm so sorry i juz couldn't control my emo .
I shouldn't have yell at ma babes .
She wasnt on purpose .
She oso wans to enjoy .
Who would wan this to happen !!
I'm so sorry bout it .
Wth .
Lots of quarrels wit my family recently .
Didnt wan to think too much bout it .
I'm seriously too sick of it .
It kepts repeatin and happening .
I seriously think tt i fancy old man .
Keke ..
First is mizan .
Now is bai .
Dun say i'm mad .
Old man give u better love .
Ermm ..
Mayb they see the wrld more than us .
I wish he was mine .
But i doubt it can ever happen la .
His attached .
But at least i still can be his second gf ..
Is alreadi veri gd .
Its better than nthin ??
Or i should have nthin instead .
Wat ever.
All i can do is see wats gonna happen next .
I cant force things to happen the way i wan .
Juz let it be .
Hmm ..
I kiss Bai tt day .
Kinda stuipd .
But since i've kiss him then its too late to save .
I'm playful , bitchy in the club .
But once the light is on .
Everything change .
Tt day went mos wit wy .
yeah juz the 2 of us .
Ther was this canadian guy .
He came to dance wit me .
I could feel tt his *tu* was hard .
Pls .. He was rubbin so close and hard .
Well .. Since his so *tu* .
I shall make him more high .
I play a little more wit him .
I use my hand and touch a little .
I could see tt he couldn't take it .
I play a little bit more wit him again .
Keke .
I bet he needs a hotel then .
Too bad , his fren was like rushin him off to somewhere else .
Whoo ..
Lucky me ..
His fren save me .
I play a little too much .
But i dun feel guilty at all .
For now ,
i juz have to enjoy abit more .
I'll nv noe when my enjoyment gonna end .