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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Last nite i was feelin so heart broken , i tot tt it would be a happy nite for me to be able to chat wit someone tt i have always wanted to talk to . I called him . But he didn't ans my phone . I have been callin him for 2 days , he seems to be ignoring me . He doesn't ans my call or even sms me . But ytd he reply my sms , i was suppose to be happy yet ended up feelin heart broken . It was his wife who reply my sms . Then i found out tt he was actually jobless , his baby is comin into this wrld at sept . This is the point of time he reali needs lots of money , he needs money for milk , food for his wife and everything . I wonder y he has ever look for me to talk 'bout it . Mayb he doesn't wan me to noe 'bout it or mayb his married so he doesnt wan to contact me ?? But if he were to look for me i sure did help him . Bet it anything , as long as i can do it i'll definitely help him . It's been so many yrs , i'm still not able to forget all those memo tt he has brought to me . I see him enaged , divorce and married . Things can nv be the same . All of it has become a history in my life . I dun think he wans my help anyway . I told his wife not to tell Mizan tt i smsed her and called last nite , i believe if he wans me to noe he would have told me himself . I believe he doesn't wan me to noe 'bout all this if not he would have lost contact wit me . So babes , pls try to help him in anyway u can . Contact him often .

Today i went out wit Mummy and sis , we went parkway for shopping . But didn't bought anything . Nthin much to buy at all . We went to Swesens and had our lunch and a chinese resturant for dinner . Well , today reali wasn't the day i wanted to shop but i'm force to follow . No choice , i actually wanted to meet poon for cycling . I tot of cycling to pp , there got Giant and cold storage . My purpose to go there was to help Uma and Rau to see some prices thingy . Aiya , though its troublesome , but helping ppl is better than letting others help me !! - I juz learnt this recently , at least when u help ppl u feel happier , when ppl help u , u muz pay back !! Hmm .. better dun own ppl !!

Tml is another day of wrk oh man !! I still got 12 days more to go , then i can say gd bye to all my indian mens . Byee Babu , Lawerence !! LOlx . But the sad thing is i'm gonna be jobless . Wonder hows Mr. Sim , haven been contacting him . I find myself startin to fall in love again , oh plz dun . I'm still enjoyin my life of being single . I'm lovin it .

=heart broken=

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