I'm feelin reali irritated . I needa SHOUT !! I reali dunno wat i can do to let off everything !! ARGH !!!! I have been hiding all this in my heart for a veri veri long time . Today is the day i'm gonna let it all out . From the day i stead wit Bull till the day i broke off wit him , i nv have any peace !! Even after the kiss wit Shin things hasnt got any better . To make my life peaceful and better i told him tt i'll be fren wit him onli !! Unless i reali see his changes then we got chance , but i kept tellin him no all the way . I wonder wats in his mind too . He msg me everyday , call me , meet me !! Oh gosh !! I cant take it !!!Since i started wrkin , i didnt meet him at all , but he kept smsing me . He wanna noe where i wrk but i wouldn't let him noe . If he noe , oh man !! U will see him appear everyday . Now he even email me , askin me to meet him , ask whether i wanna leave him izzit ?? Oh man !! Wat am i suppose to do ?? I feeling so stress , pls !! I'm afraid one day he will appear at my wrk . Oh man !! Then i'm gonna die !!
If i have to live to pls ppl , then i rather die . It seems to me tt everything is veri suffering . I wonder wat i can do . I shall wrk and wrk and wrk for the rest of my life . Mayb its better tt way , at least at the end of the day i have lots of money !! I dun wan any BF anymore , love reali cause alot of trouble . Without love things was actually peaceful , i got money , frens , education . When i have love , no peace , no fren , no money and no education !! I noe ppl might think tt i am pushing the blame at other ppl , but i am not !! I'm blaming myself for being so dumb , blaming myself for being so insensible . I regret not listening to others . Everything is too late , to all ppl out ther , think be4 u do !! Dun regret , it'll be too late by then . Sigh !!
=Let me free=