I'm feelin real down ,
I wonder y i woke up at 6 am to give Ryan a call .
Am i so soft hearted ??
I musnt throw myself to him .
Ppl might think i'm cheap .
I hated everyone .
I wonder y Ryan's gf kept smsing me , i bet shes laughin at me .
Shes hurtin me deeply ,
she ask not to sms Ryan ,
i bet shes jealous ,
she told me shes leavin him.
But i dun think so ,
shes tryin to make me leave him .
I left Ryan le , wat more she wans.
Stop smsing me ,
she even say i'm dumb ,
if i like him ask me go ahead .
She even say if i'm gonna get her i deserve it .
Wtf .. Y izzit me .
I'm so hurt , i hated everyone .
Wendy is worst , i merely needa borrow a shirt from her ,
juz to lent poon . Wtf .
Like tt oso cannot ,
go to hell man !!
This kind of fren i then dun wan .
Nvm the most i buy from Babu lo .
Wrk sux , love sux .
Wat more things can get sucky ??
Damn Veera , tt wan i can ignore .
I tot i got fren , but i'm wrong.
Wendy aint my fren ,
i chose to give her a chance .
But i'm wrong .
I'm someone ppl who likes to make use .
= hurt =
poon came to fetch me from wrk today ,
we went over to sakae .
Thkx poon .
without u my life gonna be hell ..
life great wit u ..
Y
Leen .