I Juz got home from Jermaine which is Wendy's frens chalet , Gosh tt place is reali ulu . Sick man . Hmm .. lets not tok bout the chalet thingy . Meanwhile i can blog shall blog bout myself and Ryan . I juz realise tt actually my pay was out startin of the week le . I didnt even realise till today i ask my boss bout it again . Lolx . =blur= Make me so broke . I'm perfectly fine wit wrk and love .Things between me and Ryan ar great , we're both deeply in love . I miss Ryan , i love Ryan . Everything is all 'bout him . But something sad i muz say , retribution is on me . I use to ignore my ex when he needa me , i leave him alone , dun reply him sms , ignore his call and etc . I do everythin to ignore him . And now i fall deeply in Ryan , his in army most of the time he cant sms me . GOsh tts damn sad , he disappear , he hang out wit fren . He nv call me , nv sms me . I start to feel the pain in my heart . I tell myself is retribution , now i noe the feelin i shall nv do to anyone anymore . I'm so sorry to my past , i realise my mistake and i'm changin . Now i noe the real meanin of loving someone , i feel the real happiness when someone tells me he loves me . =heavenly=
I'm deeply in love wit Ryan , i'm puttin my heart and soul in this relationship hopes it dun disappoint me .
=Deeply in love=
Y
Leen .