I have given up too many things in my life , giving up another relationship doesn't mean anything at all . I put my heart and soul in it , but it doesn't appear to me tt his doin it the same way as wat i'm doing . Mayb different ppl have different tots . But i cannot bring myself to accept it . I'm too sturborn . I wan things my way . ARgH !! Forget it , if things cant wrk out any better for the next couples of days , fine lets call for a break up .
Told u guys le , i did trash up my relationship . I'm someone who will trash up all my relationship be it wit hu . Eh .. No i shouldn't say tt , i mean if i were to fall for the guy first , then things would be definitely different . I did love the guy a little bit more , treasure him more . I have alreadi put my heart and soul in for this relationship wit Ryan but i dun feel his love for me at all . I seems like a abandon rubbish , it doesn't reali bother him wat i'm doin . So wats the point of askin me to be wit him .
WtF .. my heart and soul bleeds once more . So for a moment pls leave me alone .
= Back off =
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Leen .