I finally make up my mind . I'm now half attached wit Ryan Lim , onli half attached -meaning ar close , close to couple close but not offical couples . So ppl hu still likes me still got chances !! Haha !! = Thickskin= I dun think anyone will . I am not someone great , juz a normal gal .
Hmm .. first i wonder when was i ever hint by Ryan ?? I think i'm too dumb . But its oki , at least now things ar doin great . I wonder wats real love , izzit tt u will wake up 630am in the morning juz to chat wit him ?? U will miss his voice ??
I wonder i have reali totally put all my hearts and soul out for a new love . Things between me and Bull , still not done . I still have lots of "shit" . Haix . Initially be4 Ryan i wanted to give someone a chance , i tot tt mayb as days goes by , feelings between us will devlop . Seems like i'm wrong , i'm forcing myself . SOrry . But we're still frens no worries .
I have thousands and millions of doubt , i told myself i musn't hurt anyone anymore . Yet at the end i still chose to accept him . I wonder will i hurt him at the end of the day , i hope things gonna be fine . I haven receive his call , wonder wats his doing . Kinda miss his voice .
I musnt put too much feelings in it , i'm afraid at the end of the day i'll be hurt too . Then my heart shall nv belong to anyone anymore . If things between me and ryan won works , i doubt i will go into any relationship anymore . Its juz too hurtful .
Tml gonna be another day of wrk , i still got 8 days more to go . Gosh !! I'll be jobless then .
=falling in love=
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Leen .