From the bottom of my broken heart , i no longer has a fren by the name of Wendy Tan . Be it she noes bout it or not i can't be bother . Shes not fit to be my fren . =Nasty idiots= I dun find myself bad to my frens , especially gals . It's true k , i treat gals nicer than guys . I'm not biased . Everybody noes tt i somehow leave a gap between me and guys unless they ar frens like Shin & gang . I dun understand y she cannot even help me do such a small favour when its doesn't trouble her & shes been paid . Okie let me tell u the whole situtation if not there will be alot of misunderstandin .
On Saturday morning , i wake up at 5am to give Ryan a morning call . Then i try to get back to slp i realise i was shivering and couldn't reali breathe well , so i guess i was too cold , i went to get my jacket and hid under my comforter and blanket . But i'm still so cold , so i when to boil hot water , although i'm so weak i cant reali walk but i still wakes up to get hot water to drink . But after drinkin i'm still damn cold , so i got no choice i went to slp at the living room . Its the first time i nv on the fan and slp , yet i'm still cold and dun forget i'm wearin my jacket too . But i'm too weak to bother so i juz carry on slpin . In the morning when the sun rises , i went back to my bed and slp cuz my back gonna ache if i were to slp at the sofa for long . I knew i was having high fever but i still force myself to wake up to get to work . I wonder y i did tt , mayb i realise tt my boss is a nice person . And my sales is reali bad i needa go to wrk on Saturday to push my sales as much as i can . I waited for tt bloody bus at the bus stop for such a long time and the sun was so hot , i guess i'm gonna faint any moment . Finally i reach wrk , Aunite Helen was like laughin , y is ur face so pale , mayb she tot i put powder in the end when she hold me she realise i was havin high fever. So she brought me to find Babu , but Babu was on afternoon shift . Lucky still got Veera he got Babu no. , so he gave Babu a call and they told me to go home .
On my way home i sent Ryan a msg tt i was on my way home , then he reply tt when he reaches home then he msg me or call me . But in the end he didn't . So when i woke up i called him . he didnt ans my phone didnt sms me . After i had my dinner i call him again and sms him but he didn't reply . At tt point of time my heart was tearing into 2 . I felt so sad , i was feein so sick and bad yet his not by me . Seems like the whole wrld msg me , call me but not him . Ever wonder how i felt ?? And finally at nite a msg , sayin tt he , left his phone at his fren car . I call him immediately, but he didnt ans so i sms him he reply . Kinda weird feeling . And again out of sudden no news from him again . Till bout 3.45 am in the morning a msg from him sayin tt he juz came back from M'asia . I wonder if its true . I can't be bother and i shall not be bother , i shall not make myself get hurt again .
Oh ya bout Wendy , she call me tt nite to chat wit me . I told her tt i'm sick , i told her i couldn't contact her . I ask told her i wanted to find her to replace me . First she sounded all rite and nv make stuipd comments . So i'm still her fren . = This is onli the starting part , shall continue later =
Sunday i went Temple wit Mummy , then 'bout 5 plus a msg from Ryan phone sayin tt he was wit his gf . I was reali shock . I got so angry tt i didnt reply his sms then another sms came sayin tt he leavin his house . Then i sms he sayin tt i tot u were wit ur gf or somethin like tt . We started some kind of arguement . But not veri fierce , no worries . Oh ya , tt afternoon he start appearing again . Haix , Sick . I went to a doctor tt veri nite , and i was given lots of medicine . I have to eat 6 tablets , drink 2 packet of detox thingy , eee .. taste so GRosh !! When i was in the toliet Ryan gave me a call . He told me tt the person tt sent tt sms was his sis , cuz his sis users his hp to sms her fren , mayb her sis play a prank . Watever i shall not believe it fully . I juz noe tt my ass is tearing and bleedin .
I'm still unwell today , so i'm not able to wrk today . I call Wendy askin her if tml she can replace me . WtF !! Her excuses alot , sayin tt wait her bro la , the place la . All the lala . She so hard-up for money . Plus is help her fren oso cannot . Wat kind of fren , Shit ass . Is not as though she alreadi had an appointment wit her fren , she free anyway . I doubt i will company her go her fren chalet , i'm so sincere to company her go , and dun forget i dun even noe her fren i am juz accompany her go onli . She cannot see i'm unwell still force me tml , then i say i sick she grumble help me go wrk oso cannot . Not as though be free labour , is being paid lo . Then i told her i company her go after wrk , then she say wat so late all tt kind of FUCK reason , wth i alreadi company u go wat more u wan . Now u dun wanna help me so i'm not goin to be nice to u too . I offer to lent u alot of things and yet this is the kind of results i've got . No way !! We shall forget bout being fren . Dun ever say to me wat are frens for . ASk urself !!
Oh yeah , Tml poon coming to join me for wrk , and Wednesday poon gonna replace me for a day . I needa go pray and go for check-up . Thks poon . Wat ar frens for !! This wrd onli poon can use !! Love ya poon !!
=Hate Nasty idiots , love my pretty babes=
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