I'm so bored !! I'm home today , so is tml . I took leave to stay home and rest , i'm feelin real sick !! Whaha !! I'm so frustrated 'bout everything kept in my heart .I wanna burst soon !! HELP !! Lucky me !! I've got Dawson , anyone remember him ?? Oh ya !! I was suppose to meet him up tonight , but then i'm feelin so bad alreadi . Mayb i'll be callin him later to postpone our meeting . I bet his one of my veri best "Guy" fren . We haven been contacting for mths or maybe a yr ?? But seems tt he remember lots 'bout wat i use to told him . Oh Gosh !! I can't even remember much 'bout him . I'm so lucky to found a fren like him . His much much more nicer than those heartless Dumb Idiots !! Thks Dawson !!
I found myself so bless wit all the frens i've !! They ar so true and real to me , unlike those "dumb fako" !! Get lost !!! I have regretted too much in my life . But i bet the greatest regret is knowing my so call "frens" !! I simply hate them lots !! I wish they would juz disappear from my life !! Get the hell out of my way !! I dun find any reason i've done them wrong , even if to them i do , i have alreadi done all i could to show my sincerity tt i'm wrong . It's too much !! If it's this way then , i rather lose them as a "fren" . Wtf !!
I'm missing someone so deeply . Should i contact him ?? I bet his angry wit me .. But i bet nthin i do gonna make him treat me like how he use to treat me . Once theres a scare it can nv be remove ! I'm such a bad person . I've come to realise i'm so bad !! Tt i lost alot of frens .. Sigh !
Wat shld i do ?? I'm afraid to call him , but i wanna talk to him . I wonder how is he . Anybody noe how i feel ?? To forget a person ain't easy !!
Tml is tuesday wonder if wendy reali gonna meet me ?? If shes not i'm gonna take a rest at home !! I dun wanna go out since its my onli off day !! I'm super tired !! It's gonna be a long weekend again .. since i got chance to rest i better rest well . Poon!! I'm sorry i dun think tml u needa come over , i wanna be alone .
=i'm losin everyone , for gd or bad i dunoo ??=
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